I am growing increasingly stressed about Christmas, even if previously I have been happy and completely enthralled about it. It's just that I simply cannot afford presents, decorations, treats, not even cards.
I am also growing increasingly aware of the fact that I would be happier if I was rich. If I had more money, I wouldn't have to worry about where the next meal comes from or how am I able to pay my bills.
I might purchase a piggy bank.
I went to visit the health center today now that I was awake early enough. I told the nurse that I want to make an appointment with my doctor for a routine check- up, and also do something about my iced coffee addiction. It's not fun when I spend every single last nickel and penny on the aforementioned product.
I got an appointment at the end of February early in the morning. I guess it's better than nothing.
I have realized that I have an unhealthy relationship with my mother; I visit her several times a week, and she also gives me money too easily. I have to learn to stand on my own feet, so I might limit my visitations to once a month and decline the money she gives me. It's better for all of us.
I unfollowed some blogs on Tumblr, mainly social justice blogs, inactive blogs, Junkrat blogs, and stuff like that, because I want to keep my dashboard short so it won't take all night to scroll down on it. Right now I follow the ones I have made friends with.