She went mad so we shot her and buried her at the outback

Last night I had a dream where I went to see my granny.

I woke up when my nurse called me. We talked a bit and then I continued sleeping.

I got up, took my morning meds, had breakfast, and took a shower. I washed my hair twice and put a hair mask on. I washed my armpits, and then I did the morning skincare routine and applied deodorant into my armpits and basic lotion on my skin.

I put on the same bra and trousers I had worn yesterday.

I left and took a bus to another town.

I met Erkki and gave him the backpack. We took part in the support group for mentally ill people.

After the group, I went to the supermarket and bought something to eat and drink, and some dishwashing liquid.

I took a bus to Mirette’s home. She is holding a birthday party at her home during the weekend, and I helped her by washing the dirty dishes and tidying up the bathroom and taking out the trash.

After leaving, I took a bus to east. I had to take the second bus because the first one was packed.

I bought a new ink pen and some refills, and also night serum. I wanted to buy a new baseball coat, but resisted the urge.

I took a bus to another town and went to Kohtaus. I had sandwiches and some garlic flavored caviar.

I took two buses back home and went grocery shopping. I bought milk and Weetabix and cold smoked salmon and avocados and two lollipops.

I went back home, had supper, and farted.

In the evening I brushed my teeth, did the evening skincare routine, applied basic lotion on my skin, and took my evening meds.

Tomorrow I will leave for the weekend.

Last night I had a dream about the character Neil ”Mad Mod” Richards. I think he is my new husbando. In the dream, we went skinny dipping and criticized the breznev- like architecture, he bought me pink jelly shoes and was worried about my physical well- being.

I got up from my bed at noon and took my meds and got dressed and applied basic lotion on my face.

I changed the small towels, and then I walked to Elise’s home. She gave me the tenner she owes me.

I bought a garlic butter baguette and ate it.

I took a train downtown and went to a clothing shop to look for new clothes.
I decided to buy new clothes this month.

I took a bus to another town and went to Kohtaus. I had coffee and doughnuts and sandwiches. Someone accidentally poured diluted pear juice into the coffee maker.

I left and took a bus downtown and a train back home.

I went to the supermarket to buy milk.
I went back home, fetched the laundry from the drying room, dealt my pills into my Dosett.

I recalled the meme that said ”if you remember Animaniacs, you should exercise and stretch for 30 minutes a day”. I have been following it ever since.

I called my mother and asked her if I can visit her, she said yes I can. I walked over to my parents’ home, and rang the doorbell twice before mom answered.

I had coffee with mom, then we walked over to my hometown. Mom went for an evening walk, and I went back home.

I listened to music, washed a load of laundry, and farted long and loud and smelly farts.

In the evening I took my meds, brushed my teeth, did the evening skincare routine, and applied basic lotion on my legs.

Tomorrow my own nurse will call me at ten o’clock in the morning.
I will take a shower, and if I am early enough, I will take the old towels and bed sheets to the animal shelter.
I will go to the support group for mentally ill people, and then I will go to Mirette’s home to wash the dishes and tidy up the bathroom.

On Friday, I will wash the dishes and laundry, take out the recycling, and pack the rest of my stuff.
I will go to a weekend group for millenials who had childhood cancer.

I got up in the morning and took my morning meds, brushed my teeth, did the morning skincare routine, and applied basic lotion on my skin. I put on the same trousers and the same brassiere I wore yesterday. I love my goblin life.

I got my period today.

I went to visit Elisa and Jani.
They didn’t seem too pleased.

I left and took a train and a bus back to another town. The cafe was closed. I waved to Mirette, and some creep waved at me.

I walked to town and took a train back home.

I recalled the Facebook meme I had seen; if you are old enough to remember Animaniacs, you should do stretches for about 30 minutes every day. I think it makes sense.

I took my evening meds, did the evening skincare routine and ran out of night serum, and tried to brush my teeth except that flossing my molars almost made me throw up.

I feel sad and angry, like a bitchy witch. I miss the summer sun and fun.

Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework; change the towels and take out the recycling.
I will go visit Elise, so she can pay me back the tenner she owes me.
I will go to Kohtaus, and in the evening I will go to movies.

On Thursday, I will take a shower, go to the support group, and then go to Mirette’s home to help her with housework.

On Friday, I will go to the health center to give a blood sample.
I will go to the weekend camp.

Last night I had a dream where I desperately wanted to see the last episode of Touched by an Angel.

I also had a dream where I married Eddie Gluskin.

I got up past noon, took my morning meds, and then I took a shower.
I washed my hair twice and put conditioner into it, and washed my armpits, shaved them, and applied deodorant.

I did the weekly 12- step Korean skincare routine.

I didn’t bother with applying lotion on my skin or brushing my teeth.

The voices started bothering me again, and I had to take a couple of tranquilizers.

I left and went to the support group for mentally ill people.
Everyone was nice to me.

After the group, I went to the shopping mall to look for new clothes.

I went back home, hoovered the floor, knitted, and listened to music.

I have been really gassy today.

In the evening I took my meds and brushed my teeth.

Tomorrow I will meet my friend Emmi, we will go visit Elisa and Jani.

On Wednesday, I will do the weekly housework; change the towels and take out the recycling. I will go visit Elise so she can pay me back the tenner she owes me.

On Thursday, I will take a shower and go to the support group for mentally ill people. I will go visit Mirette in order to help her with tidying up.

On Friday, I will receive money.
I will spend the day doing housework; take off the towels and bed sheets and wash them and hang them on the drying rack, take out the recycling.
I will go to the weekend camp.

Monday, September 4th:
💕 Shower; I will wash my hair twice and apply conditioner. I will do the 12- step Korean skincare routine.
💕 I will have an appointment to have my blood drawn.
💕 I will take my old bed sheets and towels to the animal shelter.
💕 I will go to the science center.
💕 I will go to the support group.

Tuesday, September 5th:
🪻 Emmi and I will go visit Jani and Elisa.
🪻 I will go to a town fair.

Wednesday, September 6th:
🪷 I will do the mid- week housework; change the towels and take out the recycling.
🪷 I will go to Mirette’s home to help her tidy up for the party.

Thursday, September 7th:
🪶 I will take a shower.
🪶 I will go to another support group for mentally ill people.

Friday, September 8th:
🎆 I will go to the weekend camp, and won’t be back until Sunday.

My mental health has improved a lot; I still have voices, but I am able to ignore them.
I feel calm and level- headed, I am not like ”Life is wonderful! I love the world! Hallelujah! I’m going to join Amnesty and call my mom!”
Also, my fear of death has increased, so that’s a minus.

I got up in the afternoon. I took my morning meds, had coffee and breakfast, brushed my teeth and applied basic lotion on my skin. I got dressed.

I went to the supermarket and bought seven fresh plums.
I didn’t go to the park or the museums or the town fairs, but I did go see my parents.
I borrowed a suitcase I can take to the camp.

In the evening I went to visit Marjut and Teemu. I gave Marjut the frozen hashbrowns she had left at my fridge, and the Furby t- shirt and a birthday card.

I took two buses back home, took my evening meds, applied basic lotion on my face.

Tomorrow I will take a shower and do the weekly 12- step Korean skincare routine.
I have an appointment to give a blood sample.
I will take my old towels and bed sheets to the animal shelter.
I will go to the support group for mentally ill people.

I got up at 11:21 am. I had breakfast and took my morning meds and then brushed my teeth.
I took a shower and washed my hair twice, put on a hair mask, washed my armpits and put on deodorant, did the morning skincare routine, applied basic lotion on my skin, got dressed, and put on a necklace.

I left and took a bus to downtown. Me and some people from Majakka went to an art museum.

After that, I bought two bananas and went home on a train.

Once back home, I washed the dishes while listening to music.

I took some stuff to the recycling center, and then I walked to the neighboring town and visited the post office. Then I went to a cosmetics department to look at stuff.

I went back home. I took my evening medicine, brushed my teeth, and did the evening skincare routine and applied basic lotion on my skin.

Tomorrow I will go grocery shopping, visit a friend, go to a matinee, and then go visit another friend to put some money to my savings.

On Saturday, I will change the towels and bed sheets, hoover the floor, tidy up the bathroom, and take out the recycling.
I will go to two town festivals.

On Sunday, I will go to two town festivals and then go visit my mom so that she can lend me a suitcase.

I had weird dreams last night.

I was already awake before my alarm clock rang at 10:30 in the morning.

I took my morning meds and had breakfast. I brushed my teeth and did the morning skincare routine and applied basic lotion.

My mother and brother came for a visit and picked up the steam mop.

I changed the face-, hand-, and kitchen towels and took the trash to recycling.

I took a train to another town and went to a sing- along in the culture center, and then to a free art show.
There was a woman who kicked a trash bin and screamed something about a baby making too much noise.

I went to a grocery shop and bought Karelian pies and fresh plums.

I took a train to another town and went looking for new clothes.

I went to a museum and then I went to see my mom.
I picked up the steam mop.

I took a bus back home. Once there, I washed laundry and listened to music.

In the evening I took my meds, brushed my teeth, did the evening skincare routine, and applied lotion on my skin.

Tomorrow I will take a shower as the first thing in the morning.
I will go visit Majakka, we will go to an art show.

On Friday, I will receive money. I will buy groceries as the first thing, and then put money to my savings.
I will go visit Elisa and bring her the pair of boots that used to belong to Anton’s cousin.

On Saturday, I will do the weekly housecleaning; change the towels and bed sheets and wash them, take out the recycling.
I will go to two town festivals.

On Sunday, I will go to another town festival, and then visit my parents. In the evening I will go visit Marjut.