I still remember the year 2006, how my mental illness was the worst and I still found enough energy to attend school every day and find happiness and beauty in the most trivial things.
I still remember last year, when I moved into my current apartment, and how astoundingly happy I felt. I felt like I have finally reached nirvana.¨
Now I feel rotten. I feel miserable, frustrated, bitter, jaded, and bored most of the time. I can't remember when was the last time I felt happy.