Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼 (kattidya) wrote,
Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼

I think there is something definitely wrong with me.

Every day I do nothing but try to hang on to the last thread of my sanity, and it's wearing me down.

I still remember the year 2006, how my mental illness was the worst and I still found enough energy to attend school every day and find happiness and beauty in the most trivial things.

I still remember last year, when I moved into my current apartment, and how astoundingly happy I felt. I felt like I have finally reached nirvana.¨

Now I feel rotten. I feel miserable, frustrated, bitter, jaded, and bored most of the time. I can't remember when was the last time I felt happy.
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