I have had these sleepless nights before, even if I have remembered to take my meds. I don't know why, but I guess it's because the Internet keeps me awake.
I went to check out on Angel Lips, zie has returned to DeviantART but obviously has not forgiven me yet since I am still banned from commenting. I noticed an ad about another artist named vectorgurl, I checked hir page and I was amazed! Zie is a grassroots philanthropist, and all around a good person. I sent hir a message, here's to hoping zie would like to be my friend.
About at midnight, I decided to wash the dishes. It wasn't probably the best time for it, but at least it got made.
I finally managed to fall asleep. In the morning I got up at half past six o'clock, and didn't feel like sleeping anymore.
After the morning routines, I checked the balance of my bank account on the online bank service, and I was mighty disappointed to see that I had received only 40 euros; and considering that my bank account had been 13 euros on the minus side, my balance was 27 euros.
I still went to the bank to withdraw the money, and decided to buy sanitary pads and a new magic ink pen, and put the rest of the money into my piggy bank.
I took the purchases home, put everything into their rightful places, and then went to see my mother even though it was still quite early.
I called my mother and told hir I am coming over, zie said zie was just going to go out for errands but it was okay for me to come over.
Once at my parents' home, I chirped "Hello, mommie dearest!" Mom answered "Hello there, mommy's precious little darling!" Then we laughed.
Mom went out for errands, I stayed until zie came back home. I felt a bit out of place, like I shouldn't think of my childhood home as some sort of retreat or sanctuary where to run away from my problems.
I used their printer to print out my account statement, so I could ask for a coupon for food and hygiene products from the social office.
After leaving, I visited a school yard to play at the swings. I love those swings, they're like baskets where you can lie down.
I visited the social office to ask why I had received less money than usual. I was told that I had received more bills than usual, including the dentist bill.
I requested a coupon for groceries, and what do you know, I received two coupons! They both covered 20 euros, so I had 40 euros altogether.
I went to Citymarket and bought basic food items and some ecological detergents such as all- purpose cleaning spray, toilet cleaner, and detergent for washing dishes.
I managed to pay for all of them, and also haul the heavy carrier bags home.
Once home, I put the food into the fridge, detergents into their rightful places, and had a little snack.
I decided not to go visit my parents again, I spent the evening at home and felt good about it. I didn't feel the wanderlust, the need to go someplace than always be bored at home.
I managed to make two hard- boiled eggs for supper; mind, this was the first time in my life when I succeed at boiling a satisfactory egg. I am slowly becoming great at adulting.
I thought about purchasing a reusable cloth dust bag for my vacuum cleaner, too bad it's hard to find one.