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This time I remembered to take my morning medicine, and I also took a shower and brushed my teeth and put on some jewellery. I also made breakfast.
I’m not sure what the reason behind it is, but my appetite has plummeted. I don’t feel like eating, and I rarely feel hungry. I better consult a doctor about it.

I knew I should have tidied up my apartment as it was Saturday again, but I had kind of lost the track of it considering that I didn’t tidy it up last Saturday when I came home from my grandmother’s. I still managed to replace towels and bed sheets, and roll up the carpet and put it to the balcony.

I was thinking about what to do today; should I do housework, should I return bottles, should I go visit my parents? I did the same thing any twenty- something does when facing trouble; I took a nap.

When I got up, I felt better, calmer. It was half past three o’clock in the afternoon, and I decided to go visit my parents.
My mom was away for the weekend, I called my dad and told him I am coming over and returning the cardigan I once borrowed from mom, he said it was okay.

I took the bus 574 to Raappavuori. Dad was watching TV and drinking soda, I put the cardigan on mom’s bed and made coffee. Now that I think about it, I should give up coffee altogether.
I ate a handful of cherry tomatoes, and a peanut butter sandwich. I told my dad about my visit to grandmother’s, who is also his mother. I also helped him to turn on the dishwasher.

When I was about to leave, dad gave me 20 euros! He said he feels a bit guilty because he rarely gives me money. I hugged and kissed him, thanked him and told him to take care.

I walked to the Martinlaakso bus station and took the bus 565 to Myyrmäki. It was about six o’clock in the evening, and the shops were about to be closed. I decided to go spend the money tomorrow.

Once back home, it was getting late. I was thinking of sitting on a bench in my home yard and writing into my diary, but I didn’t have much to write about and besides, I needed to pee.

At eight o’clock in the evening I took my medicine and brushed my teeth. I also scrubbed the toilet bowl.

Tomorrow I am going to tidy up my apartment like every weekend; I need to hoover and mop the floor, take out the recycling, take the carpet out to dust it, wash a few loads of laundry, scrub the bathroom, swab the writing desk and kitchen counter, and keep the balcony door and kitchen window open to let fresh air in.
I might also go visit my parents, my mom will be home about after midday. I should also do some purchases now that I have got the money.



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18th Oct, 2015 02:30 (UTC)
Sometimes appetite going is due to stress or anxiety. I tend to lose my appetite if I'm very anxious about something.
Or very stressed. =/

I love cherry tomatoes!

That was nice of your dad to give you some money =]

I need to do some tidying, too. -Sigh-.
18th Oct, 2015 10:43 (UTC)
Yeah, that could be one reason behind it. But as for me, I have had the same problem for about six months now, even if I haven't felt too stressed or anxious.

I love cherry tomatoes too! ^_^

It's usually my mom who helps me out with financial things, such as if I cannot afford to pay bills, groceries, or medicine. But sometimes my dad also gives me money :3

I love doing housework, even if it's always the same "I don't wannaaaahhh..." attitude, but once I get a hang of it, it's always fun and nice and most of all, rewarding to do :D
18th Oct, 2015 14:52 (UTC)
Sometimes you're not aware of being stressed or anxious. It just sneaks up on you. I've found myself in mindsets where I could feel myself getting agitated, not sleeping, not eating, etc.. and then it daunts on me the reason why-- Something annoying had been stuck at the back of my mind =S

I've always been too proud to ask for my family for financial help. xD.

Gahh. That's pretty much me when I need to start cleaning or tidying-- but once I get into it, I actually end up enjoying it. Then I wonder why teh heck I was moaning about it in the first place. Smh. Lol.
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