I’m not sure what the reason behind it is, but my appetite has plummeted. I don’t feel like eating, and I rarely feel hungry. I better consult a doctor about it.
I knew I should have tidied up my apartment as it was Saturday again, but I had kind of lost the track of it considering that I didn’t tidy it up last Saturday when I came home from my grandmother’s. I still managed to replace towels and bed sheets, and roll up the carpet and put it to the balcony.
I was thinking about what to do today; should I do housework, should I return bottles, should I go visit my parents? I did the same thing any twenty- something does when facing trouble; I took a nap.
When I got up, I felt better, calmer. It was half past three o’clock in the afternoon, and I decided to go visit my parents.
My mom was away for the weekend, I called my dad and told him I am coming over and returning the cardigan I once borrowed from mom, he said it was okay.
I took the bus 574 to Raappavuori. Dad was watching TV and drinking soda, I put the cardigan on mom’s bed and made coffee. Now that I think about it, I should give up coffee altogether.
I ate a handful of cherry tomatoes, and a peanut butter sandwich. I told my dad about my visit to grandmother’s, who is also his mother. I also helped him to turn on the dishwasher.
When I was about to leave, dad gave me 20 euros! He said he feels a bit guilty because he rarely gives me money. I hugged and kissed him, thanked him and told him to take care.
I walked to the Martinlaakso bus station and took the bus 565 to Myyrmäki. It was about six o’clock in the evening, and the shops were about to be closed. I decided to go spend the money tomorrow.
Once back home, it was getting late. I was thinking of sitting on a bench in my home yard and writing into my diary, but I didn’t have much to write about and besides, I needed to pee.
At eight o’clock in the evening I took my medicine and brushed my teeth. I also scrubbed the toilet bowl.
Tomorrow I am going to tidy up my apartment like every weekend; I need to hoover and mop the floor, take out the recycling, take the carpet out to dust it, wash a few loads of laundry, scrub the bathroom, swab the writing desk and kitchen counter, and keep the balcony door and kitchen window open to let fresh air in.
I might also go visit my parents, my mom will be home about after midday. I should also do some purchases now that I have got the money.