Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼 (kattidya) wrote,
Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼

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I had a really hard time trying to fall asleep, I kept on waking up between hours and feeling bitter and miserable. It has happened a few nights before, despite that I don’t have coffee at my home anymore.

I also had nightmares, I was in a college for young kids or a grade school for twenty- somethings, and I was bullied by the other students. No one took me seriously, and I was blamed for bullying the bullies first and that’s why they were allowed to bully me back. It actually happened to me in grade school.

In another dream I was in this vast building which was full of gamer boys, I was the only girl around there. I ran away from video game monsters, and soon I was lost in Helsinki, and had to use the GPS in my mobile phone to get home.

In another dream I was visiting my old junior high. The school was closed years ago, including the small apartment houses next to it, the windows and doors are boarded up and there’s litter and graffiti everywhere.

I got up at midday, took my morning medicine, dressed up and used my mobile phone to log in to the online bank service. Yep, I had received money, 108 euros and 85 cents.

I surfed on Tumblr for a bit, and then I went to the bank. I withdrew every single penny, and then went to Ärrä to buy an iced latte, then to Arnold’s Coffee and Bakery Shop to buy a stuffed bagel, for impromptu brunch because I hadn’t eaten a breakfast.

I took the bus 560 to Mellunmäki, then the subway to Hakaniemi, and visited Ekolo to buy two pump- action bottles of hand soap. I also got a discount card from there, the kind that is stamped each time you buy products for over 20 euros.

I walked to the city center, and was a bit amazed I could walk such a long way. I visited Body Shop in Forum shopping center, to buy a nail buffer and two bars of soap.
I visited Ruohonjuuri and bought a huge amount of hygiene products; four toothbrushes, two tubes of toothpaste, two packets of cotton swabs, two bottles of shampoo, and another two bottles of hand soap. I have formed a habit of stocking on hygiene products, so I won’t run out of them too soon.

I hauled my bags to the train station and took the P train to Myyrmäki.
Once back home, I put my purchases to the kitchen cupboard.

In the afternoon I ran into some problems with LiveJournal, which I won’t mention, and no matter how well I tried to fix it, it didn’t work, so I created a new account. Hope it won’t do this again.

I was feeling really frustrated and it triggered my bad memories which triggered my delusions, and I decided to head to the gym to burn off some excess energy.

Once at the gym, I went by the same routine; I walked on the treadmill for twenty minutes on the Manual setting, then four minutes on the Cool Down setting. Then I used each available exercise machine.

Once back home, I felt like I hadn’t been at the gym at all.

Tomorrow I am going to do the weekly housework, and on Sunday I am going to go see my parents.
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