calmI slept well, except when the sun rose I had another of those nightmares about death; I realized that there’s no way of escaping death, and that I have to lie cold and still in a grave for an eternity.
I fell back asleep, had all kinds of dreams, and got up in the afternoon at two o’clock.
I took my morning medicine, had a wash and dressed up, while surfing on the Internet I started feeling really sleepy, and took a long nap, for about five hours. I guess I still had some sleep debt after staying up for many hours for past week’s nights.
After getting up, I went to Citymarket in Myyrmanni shopping center, I returned some empty bottles and bought a big can of milk. Once back home, I drank so much coffee that I could feel my head spin, even if it was decaffeinated.
In the evening I watched Doctor Who on Netflix, and also a bit of the movie Sharkboy & Lava- girl. I took a shower, and went to bed in time.
I had a dream about my elementary school, the summer cottage, the movie I had watched, Jokiuoma park, celebrating Xmas, and woke up with a terrible headache.
It was about eleven o’clock in the morning, when I got up. I took my morning medicine, brushed my teeth, had a wash, and dressed up. I checked my e- mails and scrolled through my Facebook feed and Tumblr dashboard.
I felt a bit out of place, I didn’t feel like doing anything but surfing on the Internet. I felt as if my brains were connected to my laptop, it was like a life- support system.
I went to see my parents, I called my mother on the way and told her I am coming over.
Once in my parents’ home, mom was cooking lunch and dad was at the gym.
I nommed on some of the Easter candy, chocolate eggs and jelly beans, drank coffee and ate whatever I found from the kitchen.
Later the day I went back home, I walked all the way and felt very light and easy.
Once back home, I did some housework; I took the laundry off the drying rack and folded it neatly and put it to the cupboard, and also ironed some laundry and washed another load.
I went to see my parents again today, they were doing alright. Mom went grocery shopping, I talked to my dad a bit.
Later the day after mom came home, I went back to my own respective home.
Once back home, I took my mattress out to dust it. It was easier said than done, I was in a terrible mood and the delusions kept on bothering me.
I decided to keep a break, drink a little coffee and do the rest of the housework tomorrow.
I washed a load of laundry and called my grandmother, we had a nice talk. I love her so much.
