I basically slept all day, except when I had to go to the psychiatric clinic with my mother. We had a family meeting, I felt like I had tons of things I wanted to tell, but couldn’t tell because I didn’t want to risk my already bad relationship with my mother.
After the meeting, me and mother went to Wayne’s Coffee, I got a mug of hot chocolate with marshmallow- flavoured syrup, and we also shared a slice of lemon cheesecake.
I went to Girls’ House, and I felt terribly self- conscious about my bad posture, skin rash, greasy hair… but fortunately I met Mirette there, we went over to hir place to eat mozzarella sticks. It made me forget my troubles.
This morning I slept very late, having awesome dreams. I got up, took my morning medicine and went back to bed, and I kept on scratching the skin around my eyes and mouth, as if I had had an allergic reaction to something.
Later the day I crawled out of bed, threw on some decent clothes, and went to visit Myöhätuuli, but the door was locked and blinds were down and no one seemed to be inside. Mystery.
Instead, I went to see my mother. Zie gave me 20 euros, coffee and sympathy. I also ate some Fazer chocolate that is actually meant for baking, but goodness me, it tasted so good!
Later the day when my dad came home, I hugged and kissed both of my parents good- bye and walked to the bus stop with a huge smile on my face. The sun shone and the air was crisp and had a sweetish smell of rich earth.
Once in Myyrmäki, it was already an evening. I went to Citymarket and bought a nail buffer, an eyelash curler, and a big packet of toilet paper. Tomorrow when I receive more money, I am going to pay a few bills and transfer money to my old bank account, so the usage fees will be paid and I can finally close the account.