In the dream I was giving birth with complications, and the father of the baby got annoyed and tried to pull the baby forcibly out of my womb; I was screaming in pain, and suddenly my friend Evi’s dog ran to the place, grabbed me, and ran away carrying me, and suddenly I realized that I was having a dream within a dream; in the dream I was visiting a punky clothing shop in Tallinn with Suavecita, Evi, and her sister Katsa.
I didn’t get any sleep because I was still frightened, so I got up, took my morning medicine, put on my bathrobe, ate some chocolate confections, and went to sleep on the sofa- bed. Later the morning I went back to my own bed, and had better dreams about funny adventures.
I got up in the morning, emptied my MoonCup and dressed up.
I took the sheets off my bed, and put the mattress, blanket, and pillow into the balcony. The sun was shining and the temperature was very low, I was happy because the cold temperature would freshen my bedclothes.
I replaced the towels, and washed the week- old sheets and towels.
Later the day my H&O worker came to visit me. We talked about stuff, and I washed the dishes and ironed the laundry.
After the worker left, I washed my hair and put basic lotion on my skin.
Later the day I went to see my mother. I ate feta cheese and peanuts, and drank orange juice and coffee.
I watched this shock-you-mentary about a group that exorcises demons, and then another show about a clairvoyant. My mother said “Those TV shows are complete rubbish, and that’s why they are so pleasant to watch”.
I was feeling a bit sad, even if most of the day I had felt alright; when I left and took a bus back home, I was feeling better. It’s just that sometimes my feeling change drastically, it must be all about hormones and blood sugar or simply my basic mental illness.
I went back home on a bus and visited the supermarket. I bought a bunch of roses for my mom, a roll of biodegradable trash bags, and something else I don’t remember right now.
My friend Suavecita called me and asked me if she can come over tomorrow, she will bring some homemade brownies. I said it’s alright.
Tomorrow, after she leaves, I will go to my parents’ home for a sleepover.