Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼 (kattidya) wrote,
Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼

3 spring rolls, please!

The last thing I wrote into my real- life diary last night was: “I wish my mood would get better. I hate being so miserable all the time when my life is so amazing”. It’s true; my life is amazing, but my schizophrenia prevents me from seeing it.

I woke up early in the morning to the feeling that I craved for Chinese food. Then I fell back asleep again, and had a dream where I was married to the DC Comics character Lobo, and we lived in a small council apartment near my old grade school.

I had a dream where I went to an art show that parodied British politicians and royalty.

I got up at midday, and I was already in a bad mood, I guess it’s my PMS. I took my medicine and dressed up, and didn’t bother with having a decent wash or eating a decent breakfast.

I went to see my mother right away, I called her and told her I am coming over. She said it’s alright.

It was snowing really hard, so I had to take a bus. Once at my parents’ home, mom gave me 20 euros. I unloaded and loaded the dishwasher, had coffee with mom, watched some old VHS tapes, and then I left.

There was a gorgeous sunset, it made the world look beautiful.

I took a bus home, and visited the department store and bought a ready meal and a can of soup, a can of milk, and some rye bread.

Once back home, my H&O worker came to visit me. We talked about stuff while I washed the dishes and ironed the laundry, after she left I took a bus to Late Winds.

I had a good time, drinking cocoa and writing into my diary. After the place was closed, I walked all the way back home, it felt like a real magical mystery tour.

Once at home, I warmed some soup in the microwave, and then it was time to brush my teeth and go to bed.

I didn’t hoover and mop the floor, and I didn’t go to the gym. But at least I managed to do plenty of other kind of housework, and walk home from Late Winds.

I don’t know if I will receive my weekly allowance tomorrow, I hope I will because I have a bill to pay, and I also need to buy groceries. If I haven’t received the allowance, I will apply for income support to get a grocery coupon.
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