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Sleeping in the buff

Last night before I went to bed, I had an anxiety attack. I felt like my whole world was falling apart. I guess it was only because I had not eaten proper meals all day, and because I had the flu. Sheesh! I never believed that such a small thing could produce such a big problem.

I slept in the buff, because I couldn't be bothered to put on a nightie after I took a warm shower to soothe my anxiety and open my stuffed up nostrils.

I had a dream of being bullied in school. I would like to let go of the memories, but the memories won't let go of me.

I woke up in the morning to a strange feeling, like I had turned into a tree. My feet were roots, and my arms were branches.

I got up, took my morning medicine, and put on clothes. I put on the pink Dirndl dress I had worn at granny's home, and I had finally ironed it.
I logged in to my online bank account and noticed that I had received 18,30 euros from the social office. There was a reason behind it, but I don't know how to translate it.

I went to the stationery shop and bought three birthday cards and one name- day card.

I went to visit Twinkle cafe, my mother arrived as well. She gave me 20 euros, I gave her three quilt squares that I had knitted.

After the group ended, I went to a movie theater and bought a ticket to the movie The Florida Project. I hung around for a while, and then I traveled back to Hometown and bought a can of orange juice.
I washed a load of laundry, and wondered if I should hoover the floor, wash the dishes, and take out the trash, but decided not to, I felt too anxious due to low blood sugar and the flu.
I managed to go to the supermarket to buy a nifty file where I can keep my papers and the greeting cards I have to send.

Tomorrow I will renew my passport, visit my mother, and go to movies.


Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼

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