In the dream, I ended up in a sex party where people dressed into catsuits kept on groping me, and I asked “Don’t you care about my consent?”
In another dream, I was walking along a road near my old junior high, and I wondered if I could enjoy going for walks more than going on bus rides. In the dream, I ended up in a basement of a building, and tried to sneak away, opening doors and going this way and that, and finally ended up in a luxurious nursing home, and tried to sneak away before I was spotted.
I woke up when my smartphone rang, it was the repairer asking about the broken lamps in my kitchen. He asked if he can come over right away, I said yes.
I got up straight away and took my morning medicine, and made some coffee and put on my bathrobe. I went to open the door for the repairer, he fixed the ceiling lamp and told me to contact ASPA about the wall lamp, so I did.
I drank coffee, took a shower and washed my hair, and this time I remembered to dab cortisone lotion and basic lotion on my skin. It’s not that I don’t remember using the lotions, it’s just that I don’t always feel like doing it, even if it’s important for the health of my skin.
I cleaned my teeth and put on clothes, and felt very fresh after that. I also put a new band- aid on the abrasion on my left heel.
I made oatmeal porridge for breakfast, it seemed like this was going to be a wholesome morning.
The porridge had dried and gone cold by the time I ate it, but I didn’t mind.
I didn’t go to the health center today, because the weird pain had gone away. I don’t have the flu anymore, either. I might start going to the gym again.
I was thinking if I should go outside, but I felt a bit uncertain. I felt like if I went outside of the safety of my apartment, anyone could hurt me.
I went anyway, and no one hurt me. In fact, I had a good time.
I travelled to Helsinki, checked out two art museums, and then I went to a café to have a glass of water so I could take my antibiotics.
I was feeling peckish, but I think it was more psychosomatic because I kept on passing by many fabulous cafes and such, and marveled at their selection. Too bad I couldn’t afford it.
At some point, I got a free Kinder egg from this commercial Easter happening. I was happy about it.
I went back home and had some spaghetti for dinner.
Later the evening, I went back to Helsinki again and went to the movie theater to see Lady Bird. I liked that movie, it was the coming- of- age story of a rebellious young woman.
After the movie I traveled back home, busied myself, and went to sleep at one o’clock in the morning.
Tomorrow I will do the usual Thursday things; go to a couple of museums, then to the youth group at the local church. At some point I should meet my mother, she promised to give me some grocery money.