Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼 (kattidya) wrote,
Mii- Mii the ever- loving 🌼💗‿💗🌼

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Why do I feel this way?

Last night when I slept on Mirette's spare bed, I had all kinds of weird dreams.
I was still sleeping when Mirette left. I got up at 11:39 am, and took my morning medicine and the first biotin of the day with cocoa.

I packed my stuff and left. I caught a bus back to my home town and went straight back home.
I shaved my chin and armpits, and then I took a shower. I washed my hair and armpits and face, and then I put on an argan mud face mask, rinsed it off after a while, and put on face toner, serum, lotion, and eye cream. I also put anti- atopic lotion on my body, and got dressed into fresher clothes.

I went to see my parents today; I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes I can. I decided to walk to my parents' home town because most of the buses had already gone past and the next bus would arrive in half an hour, no less.

During my walk to my parents' home, the delusions bothered me. Once at my parents' home, I was feeling apathetic and morose. Dad gave me 20 euros.
I ate boiled potatoes and fried salmon and two types of cheese and salad for lunch, and mother had bought blueberry pie for Mother's Day.

Later that day I walked back to my home town. I went to the shopping mall and visited a knick- knack shop to buy a USB cord for recharging my smartphone. I also bought two cans of fresh coconut milk and a bag of sugar.

I mailed two greeting cards for my friends.

I went back home, put the shopping to its rightful places, and washed two loads of laundry. I also hoovered the floor, scrubbed the toilet bowl. and bagged the trash.
I brushed my teeth properly, I should do that more often.

I called my granny and talked with her for a while.

I was feeling manic, speedy, and frustrated, so I took one Ketipinor and one Oxamin to calm myself, but they made me feel even weirder. I felt like I was a huge lump of grey matter.
I wonder what was the reason behind it; I had eaten a full meal a while ago, my period was already over, and nothing bad had happened today.

I went to visit the supermarket, just because I needed to clear my head. I bought a box of oatmeal porridge flakes, and fruit and vegetable juice boxes that work as a supplement for your vegetable and fruit intake.

Once back home, I put everything to their rightful places and made a few sandwiches.

I dealt my pills into both of my Dosetts; which reminds me, I need to buy bigger Dosetts.

In the evening, I changed into my nightie and went to bed without having a wash.

I am increasingly worried about my physical health. I should exercise more often and eat healthily, but I cannot seem to be able to make those wishes come true. I have a lousy appetite and I don't have enough hours in my day to work out.
I don't know how to motivate myself to brush my teeth more often.

I still feel manic and speedy, but I did some stretches and exercises to make myself feel better.
Tags: beauty remedy, hygiene, mirette, mother's day, parents, real life, shopping, shower, sleepover, weekly allowance
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