I had a dream where I became a Buddhist nun, celebrated New Year with Mirette, and pretended to be Mary Poppins in the same town where my first therapist’s office was.
I woke up about at seven, fell back asleep and woke up again at ten o’clock, and then I fell back asleep and woke up at noon. I felt surprised that I had managed to sleep so late, but then again, I usually get up at that time.
I took my morning medicine, got dressed, put Miniderm lotion on my face, and this time I didn’t drink coffee because I was out of sugar. I didn’t mind, I am not as badly addicted as I used to be.
I called my mother and asked if I can come see her, she said yes. I left and took a bus to my parents’ home.
Once there, mom answered the door. She gave me the weekly allowance and made coffee. I ate goat cheese, buttered rye bread, and green grapes.
I walked to the shopping mall and went to the newsagent to recharge my travel card and buy a bar of chocolate.
I took a train to downtown and went to Twinkle café.
There were only me and another counselor whom I didn’t remember, some people also visited and left earlier.
I felt pretty sick after drinking plenty of cocoa. I had to take three long dumps.
Later that day I left and took a tram to another part of the town, and then a subway to east. I went to a theater to see a theater play about school bullying.
I was about an hour too early, so I went to a nearby bar to enjoy a bag of crisps before I went to the theater.
The play was held in a small room in an abandoned factory that had been converted into some sort of a culture center.
We were asked about our experiences with school bullying, and the actors improvised short skits based on it.
After the play, I took a subway to the town center.
I took a bus back home, once there I took the stuff out of my storage room and brought them upstairs to my apartment, it only took me two trips but it also triggered my delusions.
I took my evening medicine, made some supper, and felt strange. I felt like, metaphorically speaking, I was a stone statue with a live electric wire sparkling inside it.