I had a dream that Christmas was only a month away, and I didn't have enough money to buy all the presents for my family.
The morning went pretty smoothly, I managed to have a proper breakfast.
It was warmer and sunnier than yesterday, I took a long nap and had dreams of sunny summer days. For some reason, in my happy dreams it's always summer. In my happiest daydream I was riding bikes with Angel Lips wearing only pajamas, through orange coloured fields under the purple sky. It makes me sad in the face that I can't have her.
Once I woke up with a start, I decided to go see my parents as every Sunday. I dressed into a quilted jacket, woolly scarf and cap and gloves, but learned it was a lot warmer than yesterday when it had snowed.
I visited Citymarket and bought a chocolate bar, then I took the bus 530 to Martinlaakso. I called my parents' landline phone and told my dad I am coming over. Dad told me that mom was visiting Citymarket, but she would be coming back soon.
Once in Martinlaakso, I noticed an old bearded long- haired guy witnessing to a youngish woman with her son. I heard him say: "Ever since I accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as my saviour..."
Once in my parents' place, mom arrived soon and she was very happy to see me. I warmed some potato mash in the microwave and ate it. For some reason it seems that I get only one whole meal in a week, and that's when I visit my parents. But things are to change, I will learn to cook my meals and buy sensible food.
I left soon, I wanted to go to Helsinki to visit an art museum, preferably Kiasma. I hugged mom goodbye and promised to call her later.
I walked to the bus station, took the bus 453 to Helsinki.
Once in Helsinki, I noticed that Kiasma was closed because they were constructing the ARS 11 show. Too bad, Tennispalatsi is closed too now that they're building an art show about Indian modern art.
I visited Kiasma Shop, then Ateneum shop, and decided to buy some more diaries later.
I walked around, visited some strange shops, thought of going to Kasarmikatu. I went to Backstreet, only to learn it is closed on Sundays. That's strange, it wasn't closed before.
I went to Hennes&Mauritz to make sure that the clothes I'm going to buy later are still in sale; as usually in the H&M shop in Forum shopping center, I was feeling all sweaty and nervous. I decided to go buy a can of Estonian carrot juice and then go back to Myyrmäki.
Once in Myyrmäki, I went back to Citymarket to buy a watermelon and some jelly beans, I suddenly had a craving for them.
They didn't have jelly beans for sale in the candy aisle, and they didn't have whole watermelons in the vegetable and fruit section, so I bought a quarter slice.
Once home, I cut the watermelon into smaller slices and ate it, holy goddess how delicious it was! I could eat it every day if I didn't make such a mess when I eat it, and it has so much water that it makes me pee like a horse.
I did some simple housework, burned lily- of- the- valley incense and listened to music, so I guess today was quite nice.
I am really worried about the condition of my arm; I wrote in the hate post that my arm will be stiff as a Viagra- induced cock for the rest of my life, that's not exactly true as I was in a pissy mood so I was exaggerating. It's been only a week from the surgery, and besides I am still young and my bones are in a good condition so I guess it will be okay in a few months, given enough time and exercise.
The morning went pretty smoothly, I managed to have a proper breakfast.
It was warmer and sunnier than yesterday, I took a long nap and had dreams of sunny summer days. For some reason, in my happy dreams it's always summer. In my happiest daydream I was riding bikes with Angel Lips wearing only pajamas, through orange coloured fields under the purple sky. It makes me sad in the face that I can't have her.
Once I woke up with a start, I decided to go see my parents as every Sunday. I dressed into a quilted jacket, woolly scarf and cap and gloves, but learned it was a lot warmer than yesterday when it had snowed.
I visited Citymarket and bought a chocolate bar, then I took the bus 530 to Martinlaakso. I called my parents' landline phone and told my dad I am coming over. Dad told me that mom was visiting Citymarket, but she would be coming back soon.
Once in Martinlaakso, I noticed an old bearded long- haired guy witnessing to a youngish woman with her son. I heard him say: "Ever since I accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as my saviour..."
Once in my parents' place, mom arrived soon and she was very happy to see me. I warmed some potato mash in the microwave and ate it. For some reason it seems that I get only one whole meal in a week, and that's when I visit my parents. But things are to change, I will learn to cook my meals and buy sensible food.
I left soon, I wanted to go to Helsinki to visit an art museum, preferably Kiasma. I hugged mom goodbye and promised to call her later.
I walked to the bus station, took the bus 453 to Helsinki.
Once in Helsinki, I noticed that Kiasma was closed because they were constructing the ARS 11 show. Too bad, Tennispalatsi is closed too now that they're building an art show about Indian modern art.
I visited Kiasma Shop, then Ateneum shop, and decided to buy some more diaries later.
I walked around, visited some strange shops, thought of going to Kasarmikatu. I went to Backstreet, only to learn it is closed on Sundays. That's strange, it wasn't closed before.
I went to Hennes&Mauritz to make sure that the clothes I'm going to buy later are still in sale; as usually in the H&M shop in Forum shopping center, I was feeling all sweaty and nervous. I decided to go buy a can of Estonian carrot juice and then go back to Myyrmäki.
Once in Myyrmäki, I went back to Citymarket to buy a watermelon and some jelly beans, I suddenly had a craving for them.
They didn't have jelly beans for sale in the candy aisle, and they didn't have whole watermelons in the vegetable and fruit section, so I bought a quarter slice.
Once home, I cut the watermelon into smaller slices and ate it, holy goddess how delicious it was! I could eat it every day if I didn't make such a mess when I eat it, and it has so much water that it makes me pee like a horse.
I did some simple housework, burned lily- of- the- valley incense and listened to music, so I guess today was quite nice.
I am really worried about the condition of my arm; I wrote in the hate post that my arm will be stiff as a Viagra- induced cock for the rest of my life, that's not exactly true as I was in a pissy mood so I was exaggerating. It's been only a week from the surgery, and besides I am still young and my bones are in a good condition so I guess it will be okay in a few months, given enough time and exercise.
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accomplished
exanimate
happy