May 9th, 2011


Sleep the pain away

As usually in my updates, I start from the morning.

I slept pretty late, in the morning I got up and went to the bathroom to have a pee; I hate it when I wake up in the morning and feel like my bladder is going to burst, I actually feel it bulging in my lower belly.

After that, I went back to bed because I felt like sleeping a little more.
I had some very sexual dreams, they made me feel a bit queasy and think "Dear Bastet, what kind of psycho am I?"

Once I got up, I just did the usual routines and started planning what to do today.

I had to go buy chocolate, call Intrum Justitia and ask about the dunning letter I got, and then I had to go to Laturi for the weekly meeting. That was definitely something to look up to.

I called Intrum Justitia, told the receptionist about the situation, and she said that I better contact the social office if that's where the bills are left to be paid.

After I was done with all the morning routines, I went down the Kitler hill to buy chocolate. I had only a couple of euros left on my Visa Electron card, so I decided to buy only one bar.

I left my Criminal Damage X hoodie and terrorist scarf at home, it was such a warm day so I didn't need them.
It was a lovely, ideal day; the air was soft and smelled like summer. But somehow I knew I wouldn't be able to enjoy it.

I went to Citymarket and bought one chocolate bar, then I went home.

Once there, I felt very exhausted and didn't even know why; it was only a short trip and I felt like I had just run a marathon.

I fell on my sofa, pulled the cuddle blanket up to my chin and napped; I knew I would miss the weekly meeting, I knew I would miss all the beautific things today had in store for me; but I didn't care. At that moment, I only wanted to sleep the pain away.

I woke up when my cell phone rang. I was expecting it was someone from Laturi, asking me why I had missed the weekly meeting; but it was Suvi. She was at the Helsinki train station, she asked me if I wanted her to bring something from her trip to Britain, such as Cadbury's chocolate or Transformers toys.
I was so happy she called me, usually it is me who calls her but I know she's busy with her own life, studies and work and such. She chatted so cheerfully and breezily and I didn't know what to say as I had just woken up and I was still a bit drowsy. But I asked her to bring some chocolate and TF toys for me, and wished her a nice trip.

Later the day I decided to go to the library and lend something to read. I don't do much reading nowadays, but it's kind of hard for me to admit that I'm simply not a book person.

It was a lovely evening, I went to the library and lent a couple of books and comic albums and fetched my requests, two DVDs.

I also went to the shops and looked around for a while. Once home, I felt very content. I knew this day wasn't wasted.
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