May 26th, 2011


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Yesterday was complete shit. Want to know why?

I got up in the morning as usual, I was still feeling a bit sleepy so I went to nap on the sofa, and ended up sleeping all the way to five in the evening.

I took my pills, put on my pajamas and went to bed.

Later grandma called me, she babbled about the usual things; I should take vitamin B pills as I don't eat meat, I should keep houseplants, I shouldn't go to bed hungry yadda yadda yadda... later she called again and asked me to give her my home address as she wants to send me some money.

This morning I got up before ten, not bad. When taking a shower, I used washed my hair with the new Fructis shampoo, used conditioner on my hair and peeling cream on my face and hands.

After a while, I found myself sitting in a bus to Helsinki. I was feeling a bit amazed, as usually when I sleep for a whole day I find it impossible to get up and going the next day.

I visited Kiasma to see my favourite art object in the ARS 11 show. After that I visited DAY, a nice kitschy furniture shop to see if they had toilet brushes for sale; they didn't have, but it was nice to visit it anyway.

After that, I decided to go home; I just didn't feel like being in Helsinki anymore.

Once home, I started to feel ill; I can't really describe it, it was some sort of mixture between being mentally and physically ill. I decided to go for a bike ride, but I started to feel even worse so I decided to turn back. I was feeling like another Creepy Moment was approaching.

Later the day I went grocery shopping; I bought milk, eggs, toast, crispbread, rye bread, two kinds of sandwich spread and probably something else I can't remember right now.

I guess my life is getting back to normal. At least, nothing too bad has happened for a while.
I'm feeling a bit suspicious; why is my life so good nowadays? Am I preparing for something bad?

Now that I think about it, I'm getting more and more scared.
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