July 17th, 2011


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I fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim.
I fight like a girl who's tired of being ignored and humored and beaten and raped.
I fight like a girls who's sick of not being taken seriously.
I fight like a girl who's been pushed too far.
I fight like a girl who offers and demands respect.
I fight like a girl who has a lifetime of anger and strength and pride pent up in her girly body.
I fight like a girl who doesn't believe in fear and submission.
I fight like a girl who knows that this body and this mind are mine.
I fight like a girl who knows that you only have as much power as I grant you.
I fight like a girl who will never allow you to take more than I offer.
I fight like a girl who fights back.
So next time you think you can distract yourself from your insecurities by victimizing a girl, think again.
She may be me and I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL.

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I have tiny cuts of my tongue, I guess it is because of all the popcorn I ate in the movie theater yesterday.

I am slightly disappointed with my way of living; I am too hedonistic, I ignore my hygiene, nutrition and the cleanliness of my apartment.
Maybe I am too harsh on myself, I know that every human being is a bit unmotivated now and then. It's just that if I spend the day doing something useful and healthy and then don't feel like brushing my teeth, I am immediately hating myself and feeling like I deserve to go to Hell.

Last night I didn't bother with dressing my bed in clean linen, so I slept without them.
In the morning I felt grumpy, when taking a shower I was supposed to wash my face and use peeling cream on it, wash my hair and use conditioner on it, wash every part of my body and use peeling cream on it. I didn't bother with doing the routines so scrupulously, I didn't even bother with brushing my teeth or anointing my body.

It was raining outside, I was happy about it as I am getting bored with all the hot and sunny days. Nothing wrong with them, it's just that I like the autumn-y weather better.

I went to see my parents. I took the bus 53 to Martinlaakso, both mom and dad were home.
I took a nap and ate some of the food mom had cooked, and left a bit early as I wanted to get back home to do the rest of the housework, eat chocolate and write to my diary.

I walked home through a park and visited Myyrmanni. Once home, I did the necessary housework, including washing the dishes, with gritted teeth but I managed.
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