18th July 2011

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I love having dreams, even the nightmares. In my dreams I am forever happy, singing, flying and having adventures. I guess that is how Heaven looks like, at least to me.

Today went by quickly; I visited Helsinki, angsted, dusted the carpets, wrote my diary, ate chocolate. Later the day my father visited me and brought me a new vacuum cleaner as the last one was broken in more ways than one.

I really don't see why I get so angsty and mildly suicidal sometimes, I mean there is nothing terribly wrong in my life. I guess it is my past that affects my life.

Tomorrow I'm going to go see Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon in Tennispalatsi, after that I'm going grocery shopping.

The one thing that I can't understand is how peppy I am; back in Casa Franca and after I moved here, I used to sleep about eight hours a day and still get sleep during the night.
  • Current Mood: recumbent recumbent
  • Current Music: Alice in Chains - I can't remember