July 20th, 2011


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The past few mornings I have woken up feeling euphoric, maybe it is because of my old bedsheets that have been worn out so they've become very soft and smooth. They're the ones I took along when I moved from my parents' place.

Today I had a mission; I was going to go to Helsinki to buy a tube of hand lotion from Sokos, and birthday cards for bruiseme_please and Vera.

I had a healthy breakfast; vanilla soy yoghurt and oatmeal topped with lingonberry jam.
And lo, my spellchecker doesn't recognize the word "lingonberry". Other words are huckleberry, whortleberry and cowberry, but they are a bit awkward.

Once I went out, I noticed it was such a lovely day outside and I started thinking if I should go for a walk in a forest, so I decided to hop on to the bus 53 and get off in Simonkylä to walk in the nearest forest, but I regretted acting out of the blue as soon as the bus set off. I knew I shouldn't act on impulses, besides the thought of walking through a forest in a short miniskirt felt a bit awkward.
So, I got off in Koivukylä and took a train to Helsinki. I was feeling very sleepy for absolutely no reason, I really don't see why I get these bouts of sleepiness out of nowhere.

Once in Helsinki, I went to Sokos and bought a tube of Freeman lavender&mint hand lotion. I was thinking of going back home to sleep all the sleepiness away, but instead I went to the bookshop in Kamppi and bought two birthday cards; I hope my friends will like them.

I took a bus back to Myyrmäki, once home I started cooking; I made potato mash with broccoli, it was delicious but it took such a long time to prepare the meal. After that there were flakes of potato mash everywhere and the air was heavy and damp as in a rainforest, so I opened the windows and turned the air conditioning on, wiped the table, hoovered the floor and rinsed the kitchen utensils with water before I would wash them, and then I ironed my laundry.

I was thinking of going for a walk or a bike ride, I didn't feel like hanging around in home until it was time to go to sleep. I couldn't have gone for a bike ride wearing a miniskirt, and besides I didn't even feel like going for a bike ride, so I just went to walk around in nature around my home.

I didn't like it at all; the voices were bothering me and my skin was so clammy that all the tiny bugs kept sticking to it.

Once back home, I made some tomato soup; I have decided to cook three healthy meals a day. Breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Isn't it weird that there are weeks when I eat practically nothing but chocolate, and still stay healthy? My skin, nails, teeth, hair and other parts of my body are looking good and healthy, I only gain a little weight. According to all of the logic in this world, I should have scurvy, anemia and other diseases by now, but I don't. It's weird.

I would also like to be able to go outdoors just for leisure; usually I just run errands like grocery shopping, visiting the library or going to see my parents. Usually I go downtown just for leisure, but I would also be able to go out for sports like walks or bike rides.
It's just that I could go outside if I didn't get Creepy Moments, hear the upsetting voices or if I knew where to go.

I think I am going to renew my gym membership. That is, when I get enough money.
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