August 29th, 2011


Holy shit.

It's 00:23 here in Finland and I haven't done any sleeping. I did the morning routines as usual, wait a second, I forgot to take my meds! I just remembered it!

Anyway, I wrote random thoughts to my diary and read the book Perks of being a wallflower. It's one of those books that beckon me to the road that leads me to, well, being myself. It also inspires me enough to write my diary.

Well, I guess I should go back to bed soon. After all, I have to be awake at nine o'clock in the morning when I am supposed to ring the social worker and ask her why she rejected my application for income support. I foresee trouble.
  • Current Music
    Queen - Don't stop me now

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Like I wrote earlier, I had forgotten to take my pills last night and that's why I didn't get sleep. After taking them, I went back to bed and finally fell asleep.

In the morning I was awake before my alarm clock rang. I was supposed to call the social worker who had rejected my application for income support, and to make a long story short, the hassle cleared out. It felt weird, thinking of how many tears I had shed because of the situation.

I got up because I didn't get any sleep anymore. I took a shower and used peeling cream on my face, body and hands and conditioner on my hair. I brushed my teeth, dressed up and had a breakfast, oatmeal porridge with lingonberry jam had never tasted sweeter.
After that I started to feel sleepy, so I took a nap.
I felt so happy, laying in my bed half asleep. I felt as if I was sleeping on a giant daisy on a sunny field, the kind of feeling I never get after I have gone to bed in the evenings.

I woke up at about half past two p.m., and decided to go out for errands.

It kept on raining time after time, sometimes a slight drizzle and sometimes the rain came pouring down. But I had to do my errands.

First I went to the library, to return a stack of books and fetch my requests. I have taken up the habit of paying my library fees on Tuesdays when I receive my weekly allowance.

I took the home insurance bill to the social office, after that I took a bus to Helsinki.
I visited UFF in Hakaniemi, and was disappointed to notice that the Tyrolean dress I had had my eye on was sold. But I quickly shook it from my mind, especially when a shop assistant told me that they're going to have more Tyrolean clothes during the Oktoberfest.

I took a bus back to Myyrmäki, once home I cooked some dinner, washed a load laundry and took out the garbage.

Tomorrow I will receive my allowance, I have to do a lot of shopping.
I will also go back to the night school, finally! It's also kind of weird to think that I haven't prepared for the biology class that I am going to take, I haven't read my textbook a lot. But I still guess that if I study hard, I will earn a good grade and then I will receive my diploma.
  • Current Music
    Blueshammer - Cotton pickin' blues