24th September 2011


This morning I, once again, woke up at half past five. Ever since I caught cold I have been waking up at that time every single morning.

My nose was so stuffed that I couldn't breathe through it, I had breathed through my mouth all night to the point where my throat was dry and burning.

I took the bedsheets and towels to the laundry basket as every Saturday, went back to bed and slept till ten o'clock in the morning.

I brushed my teeth, washed my face, took a shower, dressed up and had breakfast. I really can't see why my face is all rugged like a piece of sandpaper, pimples and all, no matter how much I use lotions and stuff.

Amidst of checking my Tumblr dashboard, I decided to take a nap. I didn't mind if I slept all the way to evening, I was too ill to do housework today.

After getting up, I warmed some bean stew for lunch, and decided that next week I am going to cook something else. I mean, I have been eating nothing but the bean stew for lunch the past three weeks. Next week I'll make potato mash or Italian stew.

I did nothing special today, just stayed inside. I have blown my nose for goddess knows how many times, and I have already run out of tissues so I have to use household paper.

A couple of days ago when I looked into a mirror, I noticed that the dark circles around my eyes are a bit lighter.

I have decided that once I recover from this flu, I will never ever complain about my life being boring now that I know it could be worse.
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  • Current Music: Kimya Dawson - So nice so smart

It seems like the memories from school bullying won't ever leave me alone. The ghosts of the past still haunt me.

Right now one of my major worries is how am I going to succeed in the biology test. I haven't studied much because I don't understand a damn thing about biology, I have a very short attention span and every time I open my biology textbook to study, I get all weepy because I know I am going to fail.
How am I going to study in the vocational school, if I can't even finish high school?
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