29th September 2011


grevvlad seems to be another of those Russian users who add people out of the blue. His "True Black Art / Lovecraftian & Crowlian blogick" might be interesting, but I can't read Cyrillic.

So I banned him.
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Kirjoituskyvyttömyys: Riddle me this

What is something that just doesn't make sense to you?

Sexual harassing.
Why do men do it?
Do they want to embarrass women to feel better about themselves; your pain makes my pain feel lesser?
Do they want to get attention, because they're such screwed up losers that they are willing to sacrifice their reputation to get their 15 minutes that Andy Warhol promised to everyone?
Are they seeking for a quick sex?
Are they closet gays and want to ensure that women won't fall for them?

Kirjoituskyvyttömyys: BFF

How long have you had your best friend?

I met routaneito during my 5th grade, we both took part in this class where we were supposed to go to a zoo, we had to think up and animal and make questions about its natural habitat and then have those questions answered by the animal caretakers.
I liked Suvi because she had a wicked sense of humor despite I was a bit shy then, I don't know but we matched right when we met.

During our friendship through the years we experienced problems when growing up, but I won't write about them because I don't want to remember bad things about our friendship.

And I might add that me and Suvi have always been like Yin and Yang; in grade school Suvi was a dark goth and I was a cheerful hippie, nowadays Suvi is an elegant lady and I am a scruffy beatnik :D

Kirjoituskyvyttömyys: And the forecast is…

What’s your favorite kind of weather?

Winter: Either the kind of day when the sun shines and it's pleasantly cold, it's perfect for going for walks. Or when the sky is clouded and the air is a bit humid, preferably it's snowing, it's perfect either for a walk and catching snowflakes on your tongue or staying inside curled up with a blanket, drinking a cup of cocoa and reading a nice book.

Spring: It's nice walking through the city, preferably in an area where is lots of trees and bushes, when it has just rained and the air is fresh, the sunlight is warm enough, crocuses and daffodils bloom and there's gravelly snowdrifts here and there. I also enjoy the sound of my boots hitting the tarmac on every step, it has become a symbol of freedom to me along with the shrieking of seagulls. The only annoying thing about spring is when the snow melts and exposes all the gravel, garbage and dog turds hidden underneath.

Summer: I like the sunny days when it's hot, and I can go for a bike ride or downtown to enjoy the general hustle and bustle of the city, the salty smell of sun- warmed skin, birds singing and flowers blooming and people being happy.

Autumn: This is probably the only season when I like murky and rainy days, they have a special kind of idyl in them. That's when I enjoy going for walks all around the city, and writing a couple of angsty poems.

Kirjoituskyvyttömyys: Remote control

What’s your favorite show on television?

Squidbillies, Panty & Stocking, Sailor Moon, Ren & Stimpy, Metalocalypse, Superjail!, Kummeli, One foot in the grave, Keeping Up Appearances, Transformers, Thundercats, Pepper Ann, Pingu, Daria, The Simpsons, Drawn Together. The kind of shows that haven't been broadcasted since 90's, or aren't shown in Finland, or have already jumped the shark.

Speaking of television shows, I might start watching Transformers: Prime and Adventure Time on YouTube.

Last Friday I ordered a little something from CDON.com; an album named Pure nenääs! [go bite your nose!] by a famous Finnish humorist Simo "Spede" Pasanen who died in 2001.
It contains humorous radio plays from early 60's in which Spede himself has conversations with a talking parrot named G. Pula- Aho (the G. stands for "Gunnhild", it's a woman's name even if the parrot is male).
The parrot talks to Spede about his adventures with women, alcohol and trying out different occupations, usually he just ridicules Spede.

It arrived yesterday, I have also ordered the music album My Cute Fiend Sweet Princess by Kimya Dawson, it should arrive soon.

Last night I had one of my most reoccurring dreams; one day, out of the blue, I decided to ride my bicycle all the way to Rautalampi just because I thought it might be fun to see how the place has changed. I wouldn't do that in real life, because-> Photobucket I am near Helsinki and Rautalampi is where the red arrow points at. (From Google Maps)

Once there, I almost fell on my ass out of pure amazement, the one- horse town had been dramatically modernized and resembled something between Prague and Manhattan.
Then I woke up.

It's so annoying how in the morning I wake up feeling healthy, but soon after I get up I start coughing and blowing my nose again.

After a while I decided to go back to bed because I felt sleepy, I didn't bother with the idea that I would once again sleep all the way to the evening which is not appropriate on a day when I have lots of things to do.

After a while I got up and started doing the morning routines. I brushed my teeth and washed my face, while taking a shower I used peeling cream on my face and hands and conditioner on my hair. I was a bit grumpy because I washed myself a bit sloppily, I am a sort of a perfectionist and get all huffy when something goes wrong.

After I had dressed up, I got a call from Laturi. A counselor told me that the trip to Porvoo had to be cancelled, I was a bit disappointed but as I like to do nowadays, I thought of the plus sides; I don't have to get up early because the bus leaves at half past nine, and now I can use the money I had gotten from my parents for the trip for something else!

After having a breakfast, I washed the dishes. After I had turned on my laptop, I paid the bill for the CD I had mentioned and then I was off.

First I went to the bank to withdraw all the money, then I went shopping; I bought Depends nail serum from Cubus, a nail clipper and a comb and a box of chocolates from Citymarket.

Once home, I didn't bother with cooking a lunch, I ate the chocolates and spread some serum on my nails, and listened to the Pure nenääs! album before going to the night school.

After the lesson, I went back to the mall and bought a silver felt- tip pen and an eraser from the bookshop. Then I went to Citymarket and bought a bottle of Lumene face tonic.

Once home, I still didn't bother with cooking.

Photos coming later, stay tuned!
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  • Current Music: Garbage - Shut your mouth

Today's purchases; a comb, a bottle of face tonic, a nail clipper, a bottle of nail serum, a silvery felt- tip pen and an eraser

What I used the pen for
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  • Current Music: Björk - Hunter

My most reoccurring dreams

I am wandering in a place where I have been before and it has evoked feelings, such as the town where my first high school was or the kind of towns where my relatives live.
Those kind of towns include Munkkiniemi (where I used to go to psychotherapy), Hämeenkylä (where I used to go to high school), Tikkurila (it plays no special part in my life, but I have been there often) , Kouvola (I have never been there and still have some sort of image of it in my dreams), Tampere, Hämeenlinna and Kangasala (my relatives live there).

I also have dreams of being bullied in school; mostly they are the kind of dreams that despite having almost finished high school, I have to take some classes in junior high because, well, bureaucracy. All of my old class mates are there too, and they haven't aged; they're still the butt- ugly porkers they used to be.
Once I had a dream of junior high; I was wandering through the corridors dressed in biblical fashion, that is sack cloth and ashes, and all of the other pupils had turned into Silent Hill- esque monsters; they had no facial features except huge toothy grins.
I also have a reoccurring dream about elementary school in which I am running through the halls from monsters that resemble much those story- book creeps with orange and purple fur, three eyes and horns and huge claws.

Some of my reoccurring dreams can be pleasant; often I have dreams of riding my bicycle through a sunny town, and I am so happy I am laughing out loud.

I also have very sexual dreams; I am gangbanged by handsome men or having sex with my female online friends, and some of my dreams express urophilia; I am peeing on my hand and rubbing it all over my breasts.

When I was younger, I used to have dreams where I was about to be crushed by a train and I felt my body was so heavy that I couldn't drag myself off the railroad.

I really love my mind.
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  • Current Music: Jope Ruonansuu - Meidän isä synnyttää
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