September 30th, 2011


1977th entry, only 23 to go

Last night I had a dream that I had a birthday party, and none of my friends came. I was so sad I cried bitter tears. I had also baked a birthday cake out of blackberries and cornflakes and made an icing depicting Prowl and Lockdown from Transformers: Animated.

Another dream was a reoccurring dream; I had to take lessons in my old high school along with attending night school.

In my dreams, I realized that I am still young and have my whole life ahead of me. Despite my bitterness and moroseness, I will live my life to the fullest.

This morning I still had a cough and runny nose.

I brushed my teeth and washed my face and used the Herbina Organic Rosewater facial tonic, I don't know what it will do to my skin, but it's no harm using it.
I took a shower, and for some reason I felt marvelous.
I dressed up, cooked a breakfast and ate it, checked my e- mails and updates and didn't bother with washing the dishes as I didn't have much of them.

I was thinking of going for a bike ride, it was such a sunny and warm day.
Instead, I went to Citymarket and bought two strawberry yoghurt- filled chocolate bars and one filled with soft salmiakki.

I walked to Martinlaakso to enjoy the weather, and realized something; two incomplete people are like one complete person together. That's why I need to find someone who is incomplete too, so we can both feel complete.

Once in Martinlaakso, I thought of taking the bus 453 to Helsinki, instead I took the bus 530 to Espoo because it arrived earlier. I got off the bus at IKEA, went there to look where I can find a HEMNES coffee table and a SULTAN TJÖME mattress, because I am going to buy them soon.

I took the bus 270 to Helsinki, once there I wanted to visit Tennispalatsi art museum because there's a free admission every Friday at 11 a.m. - 4 p.m., but once there I learned that there's no free admission to the current exhibition, because it's such a big deal or something like that.

I wanted to go to Sederholm house to check out their new exhibition, but I was thirsty and exhausted so I only visited Kiasma to take a pee in the free bathroom, drink a glass of water and then visit Kiasma Shop to look for new diaries.

I took the bus 452K to Myyrmäki, once home I cooked a decent meal and I don't think I will go out for the rest of the day. I might post some photos later.
  • Current Music
    Kimya Dawson - Will you be me?

1979th entry, only 21 to go

Even though Halloween is not celebrated in Finland, at least not in the trick- or- treat habit, many shopping malls are decorated with Halloween ornaments and some schools, kindergartens, pubs and bars hold costume parties.

As for me, I will probably hang ornaments and buy candy corn and some other Halloween- y candy, and go to a costume party with Suvi.
We were supposed to go to DTM ("don't tell mama", a gay bar/cafe in Helsinki) last year but I suffered from slight depression then so I had to skip it. I will go there this year, dressed up as a penguin, and next year I will go as John Lennon. I will post some photos then.
  • Current Music
    The Moldy Peaches - Anyone else but you