27th October 2011

greyrainbow

Today I ended up sleeping all the way to three in the afternoon.

It sure was nice to sleep as late as I could, but I missed the most of the day.

Now I feel downright bad. I know that tomorrow I may feel better, but it's kind of hard to believe; every time I feel bad, I feel like it's going to last for a lifetime.

Nevertheless, I managed to take a shower and go out. I was thinking of going to the Museum of Natural Science now that I finally had enough time, but as usual once in Helsinki I wasn't bothered to go.

I don't know what's going to become of my life. Everyday I am so confused and out of place, I feel like I'm broken even when I'm happy.
The bad memories from my past still haunt me.

I am seriously fucked up.
I need help.