November 9th, 2011


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Lost Generation.

I’m a part of Lost Generation

and I refuse to believe that

I can change the world

I realize this may be a shock but

Happiness comes from within

is a lie, and

Money will make me happy

So in thirty years I’ll tell my children

They are not the most important thing in my life

My employer will know that

I have my priority straight because


Is more important than


I tell you this

Once upon a time

Families stay together

But this will not be true in my era

This is a quick fix society

Experts tell me

Thirty years from now I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce

I do not concede that

I will live in a country of my own making

In the future

Environmental destruction will be the norm

No longer can it be said that

My peers and I care about this earth

It will be evident that

My generation is apathetic and lethargic

It is foolish to presume that

There is hope

And all of this will come true unless we reverse it.

Now read this poem in reverse order, and it will become happy. Not written by me.
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Now that I'm living through a phase when I don't study or work, I can sleep as late as I want in the mornings. Some people would envy me, but I can assure you I often feel useless and feeling like I should demand to have responsibilities.

It's also too bad I always end up sleeping till midday, it bothers me because I end up losing half of the day and the fun things the day has to offer.
Every day has a bit of a magic if you see it.
Every day we experience miracles but all too often dismiss them as coincidences.

Of course, I could set my alarm clock to ring at a certain time but it's no use, it gives me no problem to get up, turn the alarm off and go back to bed.

This morning I got up before four o'clock, I managed to do all of the morning routines including having a breakfast and putting on earrings.
Too bad for the rest of the morning I felt boooooooooored. My head hurt like someone was hammering a nail to my right temple.

When the sun rose, I ran some errands and later the day went for a bike ride. I wish I could have gone for a longer ride, but it's just that I don't always feel like taking long bike rides or walks.

Most of the day I have been bored out of my mind. I have also been farting a lot, don't know why.

I'm running out of pink, cyan and yellow ink, luckily my mom promised to buy them for me. When I asked her, she didn't raise a hell as I thought she would.

She also told me that now that Christmas is coming, I should apply for a job as a shop assistant so I can help during the Christmas hustle; it's widely known that people are more prone to shopping when it's a holiday season.
Mom told me I should go to the job agency as the first thing next morning; I promised mom I would do that, but I was also a bit intimidated by her stern voice.
Well, at least I will earn some extra money and get something useful to do during daytime. Thanks, mom!

My friend Elise is coming for an overnight visit between Friday and Saturday, I hope we will have fun. It's been a while since I last saw her, I think it was my graduation party.
On Sunday me and my family are going to a restaurant in Vantaankoski, we are celebrating my graduation and also the Father's day. I have already bought a card for my dad.

I'm really grateful for the peculiar account, it has vastly improved my finances now that I have learned to use my money more sensibly.

Now that Halloween is over, I can divert my attention to Christmas. And after Christmas is over, then it will be Valentine's day.
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I wish I had someone who could tuck me up in bed and kiss me goodnight, hold me during frightful nights, go for walks and bike rides with me, talk about philosophy and other smart stuff with me, help me do the housework when I am too tired to do it on my own, warm me up when I'm cold, listen to music with me, and of course, have crazy monkey sex with me.

Am I asking for too much?
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