January 27th, 2015


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I haven't updated for a while, and I have kind of lost the track of writing into my real- life diary. It's not like I have got a writer's block of any kind, it's just that I need a break every once in a while.

I have got a bad case of PMS again, because I have been terribly angry, moody, and frustrated, and the delusions have bothered me again. This evening I have felt a bit better and happier.
On Sunday evening I felt downright horrible, my head was swimming, my speech was slurred and I felt like fainting because dealing with the delusions made me exhausted, both physically and mentally.

I got a new travel card yesterday, Eija paid for it. I had lost my old one, and I still have no idea when and where I lost it.

I drank ice cream- flavored tea today. It was good enough, but I like peppermint tea the most.

I will have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon (3:00 pm). I have missed my therapist, I'm glad I finally got a year- long extension to the therapy.

Tomorrow I will receive money again. I'm going to buy mostly food, I have enough hygiene products, both domestic and personal.
I also need clothes, both sensible and those I simply need to buy before they're out of stock, and I also have to buy some gifts for sweetcarolanne and a Tumblr friend from the Netherlands.
I also need new stud earrings, the kind I can wear as casual everyday earrings now that it's winter and it's hard to wear dangly earrings.
Another things I have to buy are Valentine's day cards, I need 48 in total from which 22 are Finnish. I already have 20 ones going overseas, and 47 first class postage stamps.