March 21st, 2015


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It's always the same; if I take my morning medicine and go back to bed after that, soon I am fast asleep and doze off for many, many hours.

I was supposed to go to the gym and then do the basic housework I need to do every weekend; hoover and mop the floor, dust the carpet and scrub the bathroom, but after getting up I just changed from pajamas into regular clothes and then went back to bed.

My ever- so- cheerful grandmother called me, I didn't feel like talking because I was still sleepy, but zie didn't seem to mind. Later the day my mother called me, zie sounded cheerful too.

I decided to go visit my parents, usually I do it on Sundays but I decided to go today, so I could do all the housework and go to the gym tomorrow.

I took the bus 53 to Raappavuori and called my mother, zie was back from Tikkurila. Once in my parents' home, my father was hoovering the floor just right beside the door.

My older brother has moved away from my parents' home, zie has got an ASPA apartment in Rajatorppa. I hope zie is doing okay.

I had salmon and spaghetti for dinner and sweet milky coffee for dessert, wrote into my diary and took a shower. Somehow food always tastes better at my parents' home, and taking a shower there makes me feel better than in my own home.

Later the day I took the bus 55 to Myyrmäki and went home. I'm doing okay now, except the delusions still bother me and make me moody. But I have been happy for most of the day.