8th June 2015

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I want to be sedated.

Yesterday evening I watched Doctor Who on Netflix, I made it to the episode Army of Ghosts. I worry for Rose Tyler, and hate Torchwood Institute.

I don't remember what kind of dreams I had, perhaps it's a good thing because my dreams are a bit morbid.

This morning I woke up with a start when my doorbell rang, I knew it was my ASPA worker coming for a home visit.

We talked about things and stuff, I was still wearing my nightie but they didn't seem to be bothered by it. The visit was supposed to take an hour, I was still sleepy and my eyes were crusty with sleep. An hour later when they finally left, I went back to bed.

I woke up with a start again when my cellphone rang, it was someone from Verve asking me if I am going there tomorrow. I was too sleepy to function so I just told them I am coming there tomorrow, and wondered why they didn't ask about why I didn't send them the papers.

I went back to bed, slept a little longer and finally got up. I didn't bother with the morning routines, just took my morning medicine and dressed up.

The sun shone in the morning, but later it started raining heavily, something between hail and sleet. The streets were sloshing with water, and I saw lightnings and heard the thunder roll.

Later the day I was supposed to go meet my therapist, so I took the M train to Helsinki and then the subway to Kamppi, and I made it to the appointment.

During this appointment, I realized that my therapist is not qualified enough for a therapist.
We made a new appointment on Monday at quarter past noon, then I just hung around downtown until I decided to go see my parents.

Tomorrow I have to be awake early, I need to go to the parish to ask for this special coupon I can use to renew my fitness center membership. The parish is open on Tuesdays at nine to eleven o'clock in the morning (9 - 11 am).
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  • Current Music: The Ramones - I wanna be sedated
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