August 3rd, 2015


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👽 I had an appointment with my doctor at the psychiatric clinic today, I mentioned the lump in my breast and we discussed starting the electroconvulsive treatment. I told hir I am not depressed anymore, but I still have delusions on a daily basis. The doctor said that ECT might help with the delusions. Zie also said that I look like I am doing well; I remember what Urban Shaman once said, that I look like I am glowing with positive energy.
My nurse was present, and zie helped me make an appointment in the health center for the lump.

👽 I would love to ride my bicycle more often, but during the summer it's hard because the heat wave makes me sweat bucketfuls, and if I wear lighter clothing, I get sunburnt (note to self, buy SPF lotion) and when it's not hot, it rains bucketfuls. And besides, I need to eat properly so my blood sugar won't go low. Nah, I'll figure something out.

👽 I still have sweet cravings, and I don't know why. It's not because my period is due, and also not because I drink too little water. I still take chrome supplement and try to avoid sugar as much as possible.