September 2nd, 2015


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Ever since the electroshock therapy ended, I no longer experience delusions but I experience these weird thoughts that I don't recognize as my own. They are something like déjà vus.

I was also told that the electroshock therapy might cause memory problems, and it's true. I have forgotten about what happened in the Doctor Who episodes that I watched on Netflix. Oh well, I can always watch them again.

I wish I knew if my parents loved me, even if I haven't always been the ideal daughter.