You deserve to be healthy, safe, loved, and very happy
27th September 2015
Sorry I haven't updated for a while. I have, once again, lost the track of my updating, and besides, I need a creative break every once in a while.
I have been reading the book Pollyanna, it's about a young girl who tries to see happiness in all things and moments, and I have decided to try it too.
My hair hasn't grown any longer, but my fringe has grown so much I had to cut it with my father's nail scissors this week. It become a tad bit shorter than intended, but at least it won't grow too long for a while so that's a plus :D
Me and my BFF Suavecita have been planning to go to Halloween costume parties this year, one in a LGBT night club and one at our friend Heidi's home. We have also been thinking about going to a book fair, and on a cruise to Tallinn.
I have been planning to go visit my grandmother in Kangasala. She has grown old and weary, when I last talked with her over the phone, she said that she can barely get up from the bed without help. I have been pondering about it; should I visit her in order to cheer her up, or should I stay away so I won't be too much of a burden for her? At least I could help her with housework and stuff like that.
Yesterday I slept all the way to afternoon, having erotic nightmares. I had worked on my novel, the one named Miracle of Wild Roses, and changed the protagonist's name from Viktor to Pedja, and also added some sex scenes.
I slept through the day, only getting up to take my medicine in the morning and evening. I felt disappointed with myself, but I reasoned that tomorrow might be better.
Before I woke up, I had a dream about my family's summer cottage in Rautalampi, and an erotic nightmare. Normally my erotic nightmares are enjoyable, but this one was a real nightmare.
I woke up early and decided to get up, I still felt like lying comfortably in my bed but I didn't feel like having any more nightmares, so I got up.
I took my morning medicine, brushed my teeth, took a shower and washed my hair, after drying myself and anointing my skin with basic lotion I dressed into a black and white Ramones sweater and a pair of pink Hello Kitty pajama pants. I also wore my favorite necklace to go with the outfit, an adorable Queen Elsa pendant. Sometimes I actually think I should wear different outfits, I constantly wear the same ones over and over again. I have a wardrobe full of amazing clothes, I should wear them once in a while.
I had breakfast and washed a load of laundry, towels and bed linen. Then I decided to go visit my parents, they were going to return from the USA tonight.
I took the bus 571 to Martinlaakso, and visited Alepa in the old mini- mall to buy a kilogram of sugar. I had consumed all of my parents' sugar when I drank coffee at their place.
Once in my parents' home, I drank too much coffee, surfed on the Internet and wrote into my diary.
Later the day I walked to the train station and stopped at the grade school yard to play at the slide and swings. I took the I train to Helsinki and visited Kiasma, but I didn't feel like staying long because I have already seen all the exhibitions. I decided to go to Ateneum, but due to my PMS I didn't feel like standing in the long queue at the cashier line. I visited a few shops, took the P train to Myyrmäki and went home. I managed to hoover and mop the floor and take out the garbage, and take a bag of old clothes to a charity shop container.
I went out to visit my parents for the second time today, but I noticed that they didn't have any more coffee left.
I walked to Martinlaakso train station and took the bus 565 to Myyrmäki. I went to the Myyrmanni shopping center to hang out a bit, I visited Citymarket to look for stuff I could buy next Wednesday. I noticed that the fruit department has "mini kiwifruits", they looked like acorns without the shells! To my delight, I noticed that they sell ordinary black brassieres in pairs for 20 euros. I need to buy those, I am also planning to buy at least ten of each fruit and vegetable I like and eat them sparingly; kiwis, tomatoes, and satsumas are those that I like.
Once back home, I decided to keep myself busy. I hoovered and mopped the floor under the furniture, opened the kitchen window and balcony door to let fresh air in, and went out to dust the carpet. I also swabbed my writing desk and washed a load of laundry.
Later the day I washed the dishes and put fresh sheets into my bed. I took my evening medicine and brushed my teeth.
My mother called me earlier, she told me that she and dad had returned from USA and they were a bit tired and their household was a mess, but I was allowed to visit tomorrow evening if I wanted. She sounded content and cheerful.
There's a weird smell coming into my apartment from outside, I don't know it it's the neighbors cooking exotic food or smoking cigarettes.
Current Mood: content
Current Music:Monty Python - Every sperm is sacred