October 11th, 2015


Back home again! ^_^

Last night when I went to bed, I kept on recalling many funny and amusing memories from my family's Xmases and practically laughed myself to sleep.

I had a dream where I read a manga about the year 2022; a group of teenagers from all races, kind of like Big Hero 6, formed an activist group named Birdsong. They spread information about the oncoming end of the world if people didn't stop polluting nature.

In another dream I was in a small forest, or actually just a cluster of trees, in Pähkinärinne. It was a rainy night and I was looking for a Queen Elsa costume I could wear during Halloween.

In another dream it was Xmas, I spent it with at my parents' house.

The last dream was about me being a young mischievous girl in a small country school; I stole the principal's wallet and bought glittery stickers and chocolate confections, and also left a note telling the principal that her face looks like a baboon's butt.

I woke up when my cellphone alarm rang at eight o'clock in the morning. I had no problem getting up.
I took my morning medicine, brushed my teeth, washed the sleep off my eyes and dabbed lotion on my face, and dressed up into a pink Dirndl dress with tiny blue flower pattern, and a baseball shirt.

I had rice porridge, raspberries and Karelian pies for dessert, and spent most of the morning scribbling into my diary. I packed the rest of my stuff into the suitcase, when I almost broke the zipper I decided to pack the rest of the stuff into my Frozen backpack.

When it was time to leave, I hugged and kissed grandmother goodbye (she is old and frail, you never know which meeting could be the last...), and hauled my suitcase and my Frozen backpack to the bus station. It was a chilly but sunny morning.

The Greyhound bus arrived on time. On my way to Helsinki I didn't bother writing into my diary, fiddling with my smartphone, or using my laptop. I just sat silently with my sunglasses covering my eyes. On the way to Helsinki, the sky clouded up.

Once in Helsinki, I took the subway to the city center and took the P train to Myyrmäki.
Once back home, I almost blew a fuse when I noticed I had received another pizza flyer despite the fact that I had a notification on my door about flyers and advertisements.

I washed a week's worth of laundry and hoovered the floor, then I got bored so I called my mom and asked her if I can come over and can she please give me some grocery money, she said yes to both.

I decided to walk to Raappavuori, it was such a blessed weather and I didn't feel like waiting for the bus because usually on weekends, the buses are scarcer than during weekdays. Once in my parents' home, they had gone grocery shopping.
I brewed a cup of coffee and did stuff, until my parents came home. Mom gave me 20 euros, and I decided to leave so I could go shopping.

I took the bus 565 to Myyrmäki, and went to Myyrmanni shopping center. I bought a tube of fluoride- free toothpaste made of Finnish herbs from a health shop named Life, then I went to Citymarket to buy tomatoes, milk, satsumas, and butter.

Once back home, I put the groceries into the fridge and then I remembered that I was supposed to take some stuff to the storage room downstairs. I packed my old diaries into a plastic bag, and hauled them downstairs; there was a huge room with small storage places that looked like chicken cages in those old farms. I put the diaries into my own room, and then fetched another bag, and soon I had hauled every single one of my old diaries into the room.

Soon I was bored again, so I decided to go for an urbane adventure.
I took the bus 560 to Mellunmäki, then the subway to Sörnäinen, and walked through Hakaniemi and Kaisaniemi to Elielinaukio and took the bus 411 to Myyrmäki. There were four police cars and two ambulances in the train station, I wondered why.
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Keep on smiling

Last night I had a dream where I was studying in Hämeenkylä high school, it was January and I was trudging through snowdrifts to make it to school. I decided to drop out, simply because I didn’t feel like going there.

I woke up when grandmother called me, she said she is going to deposit a tenner into my account because I helped her with housework. She also said “Keep on smiling!”

I went back to bed and slept till midday, and had an erotic nightmare. I woke up to a tremendous orgasm and immediately felt my underbelly, it was slippery and wet.

I got up, took my morning medicine and put on clothes, I didn’t feel like staying at home so I went to see my parents.

I turned on my lappy to check out the bus timetables; for some reason or other, every time I check out the bus timetables, one bus left a minute ago and another bus leaves in a minute.
It was 12:28 pm, and the bus 571 would leave at 12:34 and the bus 565 would leave at 12:40.

I went to the bus stop and made it to the bus 571. I tried calling my mom on the way to Raappavuori and announce that I am coming over, but she didn’t answer.

Dad was hoovering the floor, mom told me that she didn’t hear her cellphone ringing because of the noise the vacuum cleaner made.
I made a cup of coffee, and took a shower as it was a shower day again.
I washed my hair, armpits, feet, and underboobs, and also showered my underbelly and butt.

After shower, I rubbed Aqualan L on my skin and blow- dried my hair.

It was lunchtime, so mom fried some chopped potatoes for me. She had also boiled some eggs, and made a salad; tomato, leek, peas, and a bit of olive oil.

My parents watched the movie Easy Rider, I drank coffee, wrote into my diary, and surfed on the Internet on their laptop. Their operating system was changed into Ubuntu, it takes a while to learn to use it.

After the visit, I decided to go for a walk. I hugged and kissed mom and dad and told them to take care of each other and themselves.
Me and mom agreed that we have to visit IKEA one day, I still need a dining table, coffee table, and a bureau, and also some storage boxes.

I walked to Vantaankoski, and I was disgusted at the amount of garbage on the ground. I have been thinking of buying myself a pair of heavy- duty gloves and a roll of trash bags, so I can pick the trash everywhere I go.

I walked on Isontammentie to Myllymäki, and walked past my old junior high. There had been a mould problem so the school was closed, the windows were boarded up, and there were graffiti and plenty of trash around. I felt a strange, bittersweet nostalgia.

I walked past a football field and saw a young boy kick his ball high enough so it went flying past the fence, I picked it up and brought it back to him.

I walked on the path amongst the fields and forests, but I was arguing with the voices inside my head that it was almost impossible to enjoy the sights.

I took the bus 571 to Myyrmäki, and visited Myyrmanni shopping center just to spend time. I visited Life, Hennes & Mauritz, and Citymarket.

Once back home, I took some stuff to the storage room downstairs. I also took my not- used diaries off the bookshelf, arranged them into neat piles on the floor so I can take them to the storage room later when I feel like doing it.
I took my artefacts out of my closet and arranged them into the bookshelf; it has five shelves, two top ones are for artefacts and the rest are for books and DVDs.

I was in a terribly angry mood, and didn’t know why. I had eaten well today, and my menses were over for this month, so it wasn’t low blood sugar or hormones.
I just noticed that I had forgotten to take my morning medicine, that’s probably the reason to my mood swings.

In the evening I started watching the movie The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey. I might not watch it all the way to the end, I still have to wash the dishes and have a wash before going to bed.

Tomorrow I am going to the bank as the first thing in the morning, in order to open my piggy bank and take the money out of it. I need to buy a can or two of the vitamin fruit juice I use to take my nutritional supplements with, and also chicken eggs so I can boil them for supper.
I have also run out of two prescription medicines, so I have to buy them as well. I hope I can afford them all. I also have to take my broadband bill to the social office.
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Daily deeds

Counting my blessings:
🏡 The weather was beautiful
🏡 Grandmother called me, she promised to deposit money into my bank account and told me to keep on smiling
🏡 I had a nice dream about making love with one of my husbandos
🏡 I went to see my parents
🏡 I managed to take a shower, my hair looked pretty after washing it
🏡 I ate plenty of delicious food and drank coffee
🏡 I took a walk
🏡 I was back home before six o’clock in the evening
🏡 I no longer feel the need to call the ASPA helpline during every crisis
🏡 I am watching a nice movie, The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey

Food intake:
I ate two tomatoes for breakfast, for lunch I had fried potatoes, a boiled egg and salad made of peas, leek, and tomatoes with olive oil. I ate some lingonberries that my mother was cleaning, and also drank five cups of coffee with milk and sugar.
I took my nutritional supplements with a glass of fruit juice. For supper I had a rye bread sandwich with cheese and cucumber slices, and a satsuma. I also drank two glasses of milk, and later I ate two slices of toast with butter.

I took a walk.

Good deeds:
I picked up some trash from the streets during my walk.
When I walked past a football field, I noticed a boy kick his ball over the fence, so I brought it back to him.