21st December 2015


Me, Suavecita, and Mirette stayed awake most of the night, me tapping away on my laptop, Suavecita on her phone, and Mirette on her tablet. I had to update every single one of my blogs, including the Finnish ones, and it turned out to be quite a chore.
It’s so weird, I put more energy into blogging than I put into housework. I guess I am a true millennial.

We made such a noise, talking and laughing and farting and recalling funny memories from mine and Suavecita’s time in grade school, but when it was closer to the small hours and today’s newspapers were delivered, we quietened down and went to bed with our respective gadgets. Mirette slept on my bed, and me and Suavecita slept on the sofa- bed.

I slept quite well, I had a dream about the planet Gallifrey from the TV show Doctor Who. I also had a dream about Pitch Black and Jack Frost from the movie Rise of the Guardians. Then I had the usual erotic nightmares.

In the morning I got up about at quarter past ten o’clock. I took my morning medicine, brushed my teeth, washed my face, showered my underbelly, anointed my skin with basic lotion, put on clean clothes, and made breakfast for Suavecita and Mirette. I had to wash the dishes so we would have clean coffee mugs.

I couldn’t help wondering why I was awake so early; after all, I had gone to sleep at three o’clock in the morning, and I felt fresh as a rose. My sleeping pattern always manages to surprise me.

I need to tidy up my home so it will be nice to come back after the Xmas holidays. I am going to visit my parents; I will stay there from Tuesday to Sunday next week.

Me and Mirette escorted Suavecita to Myyrmäki train station, she was heading back home. I took out the garbage on the way there. We waited with her for the train, which arrived almost immediately.

I spent most of the afternoon doing housework; I scrubbed the toilet bowl and wash basin in the bathroom, washed four loads of laundry, swabbed the kitchen counter and stove, ironed some clothes… Mirette played some music on her playlists on Spotify and updated her blog, while I did housework. She has a great taste in music.

Elyseé called me and asked if I wanted to see her today, she and Emjuso are going to Pinky’s. I said yes, and we agreed to meet at five o’clock in Arnold’s Coffee and Bakery Shop. Also Mirette had to leave at five o’clock to go see another friend, so it was a perfect time.

I met Elyseé and Emjuso in Arnold’s, we went to Pinky’s home. She served us chocolate, fruit drops, rosé wine and coffee. We had a nice time, talking about stuff and laughing. I showed them my new finger ring (I had gotten it from the My Little Pony advent calendar when I had accidentally opened tomorrow’s hatch), it was hard pink plastic with a heart- shaped picture of Fluttershy and Applejack. I had put it on my left finger ring, and joked that I had married a brony.

Emjuso sang Finnish ballads on SingStar, replacing all the nouns with the Finnish word for “pussy”, and we laughed a lot. I told Emjuso that we should go to a karaoke bar and sing the same song with the same wording.

Later the evening I went home, I visited Myyrmanni shopping center which was open late in the evening because of the Xmas season. I visited Hennes & Mauritz and was enthralled by the birthstone pendants, I decided to buy a December pendant for myself later when I would receive money.
I also visited the stationery shop and looked at a LEGO Star Wars sticker book and learned a lot about the Star Wars canon. I should really watch the rest of the movies some day before seeing The Force Awakens.

I went back home, took my evening medicine and brushed my teeth. I made a cup of coffee so I will have enough energy to wash the dishes and update my blogs.

Tomorrow I will continue the housework. I also need to go out for some errands; recycle the empty cans and bottles (and buy something useful with the money made from it), send a few cards (an Xmas card to grandmummy, and late birthday cards for Lauski who had her birthday on Dec 13th, and Elyseé who had hers on Dec 6th), take a couple of bills to the social office, and take the used batteries and lightbulbs to Citymarket for recycling.
My ASPA worker will visit me at half past two o’clock in the afternoon, I will set my smartphone alarm clock to wake me up at one o’clock in the afternoon, in case I don’t wake up earlier.
  • Current Mood: cheerful cheerful
  • Current Music: Guns 'n Roses - Sweet child o' mine

I managed to wash the dishes in the evening, and I slept very well even if I did drink coffee with my supper.

I had a dream where I went to a hospital to have an abortion, and I felt nervous.
To be honest, I believe that should I have an abortion at some point of my life, the only thing to be nervous about would be whether I would be allowed to have an abortion.

I got up at half past nine o’clock in the morning, which surprised me because it was early in my standards.

I took my morning medicine, and noticed that I am running out of a prescription medicine named Ketipinor which I take in the evenings. I called the psychiatric clinic and asked the secretary to renew my prescription, she told me it’s going to be renewed this week. Whew.

I brushed my teeth, washed my face, took a shower, and dressed into the first outfit I found from the cupboard; a black sweater with a white The Ramones logo and a pair of pink Hello Kitty fleece pants.
I have oodles of lovely clothes, but most of them are “summer- y” and some are supposed to be worn with other clothes, otherwise I won’t wear them. I guess the only solution is to get more clothes, but I don’t mind since I love clothes and I love shopping for them. I have made a list of clothes I want to buy, the only thing preventing me is the cost.

I spent the noon by writing my diary and drinking coffee, until I decided to go out for errands.
First I took out the trash, I have decided to take it out more often.
I mailed an Xmas card to my darling grandmummy, and late birthday cards to Elyseé and Lauski.
I went to S- Market in Iso- Myyri shopping center to return bottles, and made 4 euros and 70 cents. I used them to buy two cans of milk, and also recycled the light bulb and used batteries in the same shop.
I went to the social office to drop off two bills, and then went back home.

My ASPA worker Kaarina came to visit me at half past two o’clock in the afternoon, like we had agreed. I was glad that I didn’t sleep all the way to the afternoon, and that I managed to spend a full hour talking to Kaarina. Usually when she visits me I am too sleepy and too morose to talk to her, but this time I felt perkier and happier.
We agreed to meet again next Monday at the same time. After she left, I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes.

I decided to walk because I felt like some exercise and fresh air would do me good; I have decided that I should go out every day for recreational purposes, not only because of errands, but for bike rides and walks and such.
After leaving, I took out some more trash.

Once in my parents’ home, I made coffee, ate some cashew nuts, drank orange juice, and ate some Xmas chocolates that mom had bought. I told mom I would like to knit something, she loves knitting.
Me and mom talked about Xmas, and we agreed that I should come over for the holidays on Wednesday. At first I had thought about coming over tomorrow, but then again, like mom said, I would only get bored and besides I don’t want to bother my parents while they prepare for Xmas. That’s fine for me, I am going to spend tomorrow shopping and I also need to go to movies.

Later the evening I took the bus 571 to Myyrmäki, and visited Myyrmanni shopping center.
I went to Hennes & Mauritz to swoon at the gorgeous clothes and jewellery; I had decided to buy a pair of black trousers, a long- sleeved & short- hemmed dress made of green cotton lace, and the birthstone necklace. I also have tons of other clothes I want to buy; I have had my eye on them ever since autumn. I have decided not to be too choosy, I will buy each and every single item of clothing that has caught my eye, preferably one a week. It’s good that H&M has very affordable prices.
The aforementioned shop has two floors, unlike any other shop in the aforementioned shopping center. On the second floor they have all kinds of gorgeous clothes that I have decided to buy, especially now that the discount sales or whatever they are called, have begun.

I also visited the stationery shop to look for notebooks and some Xmas presents for my friends, and BR Lelut to look for toys I could use as artefacts.

I remembered to visit Citymarket to look for the kind of a toothbrush that you use to brush between your teeth, and I found some. I’m going to buy them tomorrow as well, and take up this new habit of brushing between my teeth during daytime, and then brushing my teeth as usual.

Once back home, it was getting late. I thought about it and decided that from now on I am going to take my evening medicine at nine o’clock, and do the evening routines after that.

My nose itches, even if I haven’t eaten chocolate today.

Tomorrow I will receive the monthly allowance, or actually guarantee welfare, it’s about 108 euros and 85 cents. And considering that Wednesday, when I usually receive my weekly allowance from the social office, probably won’t be a business day as it is almost Xmas so here’s to hoping I will receive both allowances tomorrow.
I will go to the movies to see Onnelin ja Annelin talvi (“Onneli’s & Anneli’s winter”, it’s a sequel to a movie based on a children’s book about two girls who move into a house of their own. I read the book when I was younger, and I went to see the first movie a few years ago) on my way there I will visit Pärkele in Horror Shop and pay him for the piercing rings he fitted into my ears a year ago.

I also need to buy the trousers I mentioned, and the green dress which I am going to wear on my family’s Xmas feast, and perhaps the birthstone necklace as well so I can wear it with the dress.
I also need to buy a trolley cart to use as a suitcase, Citymarket has some decent ones (and they come in an adorkable pink color!) and they are in discount right now.
Another thing I absolutely need to buy is a Mooncup, I have wanted to purchase one for a long time but never got a change since they are a bit expensive.

I noticed that during weekend when I had fun with my friends, I didn’t have delusions and I didn’t feel grumpy at all; and today, even if I felt grumpy and delusional, I felt strangely happy. And I know that tomorrow, when I go to see a movie and do some shopping, I will feel happy as well.
  • Current Mood: numb numb
  • Current Music: Pelle Miljoona Unabomber - Leipäjonossa on tunnelmaa