2nd January 2016


Last night before I went to bed, I managed to brush my teeth and take a shower.
I went to sleep feeling anxious, but then I reminded myself that things are not actually as bad as my mind makes them be.

I had a dream where I went to this green fair where people sold all kinds of stuff, like mood rings and menstrual cups.

I got up, and managed to have a wash after taking my medicine. I didn’t bother with breakfast, because I had run out of milk.
Later the day I went to the shopping center to return empty cans and bottles, and bought a liter of milk.

There was a blanket of snow on earth, it had snowed during the night.

I managed to hoover and mop the floor and tidy up the bathroom. I shall continue the housework routine tomorrow.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes. I decided to walk there because I wasn’t so sure about the bus timetables, it had rained snow a lot today and the buses would be late.

Once in my parents’ home, I felt like my legs had strengthened a lot. I decided to walk more often.
Mom was watching TV, dad was filling out sudokus.
I made coffee and ate whatever I could find, and I felt so bloated I felt like I was pregnant.

Mom gave me a bottle of Finnish hair conditioner, especially made for Finnish hair, and told me to use it. It was kind of a late birthday gift.

Later the evening I walked to Martinlaakso bus station and took the bus 565 to Myyrmäki. Actually, I wanted to walk, but I still felt so bloated that I was like a penguin waddling. Still, I managed to walk to the bus station, so that counts as a victory.
Once home, I washed a load of laundry and took a shower using the new conditioner.

I boiled three eggs and made two tuna sandwiches, and felt bloated again.
  • Current Mood: uncomfortable uncomfortable
  • Current Music: The Beatles - Hey bulldog