February 22nd, 2016


Actually is birb

I slept on the sofa- bed again. I also slept completely nekked, because I didn’t have any clean nighties.

I had dreams where I got up from the bed and started doing today’s routines, and then I woke up and realized that I was still in my bed. I had the same dream again and again and it started warping, I don’t know if it was extremely frustrating or somehow amusing.

I got up about before half past eleven o’clock in the morning, took my morning medicine, dressed into a pair of pink Hello Kitty fleece pants and The Ramones sweater, and Queen Elsa necklace. I have decided not to wear any kind of earrings, except the “horseshoe” rings in four of the holes in my earlobes, at least not until it’s warmer outside and I don’t have to bundle up every time I go out, because my earrings may get caught on my scarf or the fake fur lining on my jacket hood.
(I know it’s fake fur, because if it was real, the jacket would have been more expensive.)

I logged in to my online bank account, I had received money. I decided to order only one product from my Etsy.com wish list, the mermaid shirt. I am going to order the rose quartz necklace on Wednesday, and next Wednesday I am going to order a Gorillaz shirt.
(I think the mermaid shirt and the rose quartz necklace would look amazing with a brown bear hoodie, the one I am going to order from Storenvy next month.)

I immediately went to the bank in Iso- Myyri shopping center. The teller who looks a bit like Rose Tyler and is also always very nice and polite to me, told me that the aforementioned shopping center is going to be demolished and the nearest bank where I can get cash services is in Tikkurila.
It made my mood a bit sour because I thought about Nima’s dressmaker and Tokmanni and the Salvation Army flea market and Salon Piita hairdresser and the Finnish Red Cross office, where will they go?

I went to Tokmanni and bought a nightie, fuchsia with a black star on it. Aww, how emo.
I also bought a proper brassiere; I was wearing one of those brassieres right now and it felt more comfortable that I would have guessed.

I went to Myyrmanni shopping center and went to the stationery shop to buy a birthday card for Vanessa, and eight magic ink pens, two green, purple, light blue, and fuchsia ones.

I went to Citymarket to buy some treats, two bars of Marabou Japp chocolate and two bottles of iced coffee, and also a set of five black cotton panties.

Once back home, I put my new belongings to their rightful places; the nightie, panties, and brassiere into the laundry basket, half of the magic ink pens into my pencil case and the other half into my writing desk drawer.

Later the day I took a shower and washed my hair. I used the rest of the aloe vera shampoo, fortunately I had two bottles of shampoo in my kitchen cupboard. I picked the lavender shampoo that was the same Urtekram brand as the aloe vera one.
I also picked the loose hairs off from the floor drain, I should clean it up properly some time.

I put my old cruddy clothes back on, and spent time eating chocolate and writing into my diary.

Later the day my doorbell rang, and to my surprise it was the occupational therapist Tove from the psychiatric clinic, Kaarina from ASPA arrived later. I had completely forgotten that Tove was supposed to come for a visit today, like we had agreed.

We talked a lot, I knitted my project and wrote into my diary, and I also managed to wash the dishes, and take the dry laundry off the drying rack, fold them and put them into the cupboard.

After the meeting, me and Kaarina agreed that we are going to meet again next Monday at the same time, that is half past two o’clock in the afternoon. Me and Tove agreed to meet tomorrow at half past eleven o’clock in the morning, here’s to hoping I will be awake at that time.

We left at the same time. I went to the mail box to send four cards, one birthday card and three late Valentine’s day cards.

I took the bus 39 to Kamppi and then the subway train to Hakaniemi, I was heading to Girls’ House. And what do you know, I learned that the aforementioned place is closed for the winter break. I just laughed it off, and went away.

I took the subway to the Central Railway Station and took the P train to Myyrmäki. Once there, I went to Myyrmanni shopping center and visited a couple of shops. Mamma Mia, I was about to lose my mind when I visited Gina Tricot and noticed that they have this awesome blouse for sale, it looks exactly like the “bohemian” stripy blouse I bought when I was in eighth grade in junior high, olive green with horizontal black stripes! I loved the blouse so much and I felt sad when it fell apart. I decided to buy it on Wednesday, I still had twenty euros left but I needed to buy milk and butter.

I also visited a couple of shops, looking for gifts for Heidi, Pinky, and Sugar Lips, who have their birthdays soon. I found all kinds of nice things, I’m sure they will appreciate their gifts.

Once home, I reconstructed my Etsy wish list; I created different lists for Journals, Clothes, Jewellery, Hair Accessories, Backpacks, Toys And Figurines, Other, and Gifts For Others.

I managed to take my mattress out to dust it, and then dressed my bed into clean linen.

Tomorrow I will go to the occupational therapy in the psychiatric clinic at half past eleven o’clock in the morning, then I will go visit my parents, and then I will go to the Myöhätuuli youth hobby group at four o’clock in the afternoon. Here’s to hoping that Jasmin will be there.
After that, I will probably go to the gym. I have learned to love jogging on the treadmill.