February 28th, 2016


Wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff

Last night I watched Doctor Who on Netflix, I made it to the beginning of the episode The Doctor’s Wife. I won’t admit that I have an obsession with the aforementioned show, even if I have it’s a completely healthy one.

I think I have some sort of an obsession with healthy life; if I don’t live my everyday life hundred percent healthily, I feel wrecked with guilt. Of course, there’s no one who can actually live their life completely healthily. And besides, it’s hard to live even a tiny bit healthily, when your everyday life is hanging to the last thread of your sanity.

I had a dream where Etsy was a small cosy wooden house somewhere in Vantaa, it served both as a college where I attended and a shop where they sold those products that were available on Etsy. I rode my bicycle there and memorized every place where I rode through. In the dream it was a sunny summer day.
I also had a dream of attending a Pokémon- themed cruise on a ship and running to glitch ghost Pokémon. I also dreamed about the fate of the old mini- mall in Martinlaakso, which is going to be closed down for good this year.
In another dream I was bullied by my old schoolmates, and in another dream I travelled in the Tardis to the 50’s Americana.

I got up about at noon, took my morning medicine and to my chagrin, I didn’t bother with the morning routines.
I dressed up and had coffee, and wondered what to do during day time since I didn’t feel like doing housework as I was supposed to do.

I took a long nap, after getting up I called my mom and told her I am coming over.
I took the bus 571 to Raappavuori. It was sunny outside.

Once in my parents’ home, mom was heading to the sauna and asked if I wanted to come along, I said yes.

Once in the sauna, I used this birch- scented, honey- infused lotion that is supposed to be used before going to the sauna, it’s supposed to be good for your skin. Then I washed my hair, and we both used this milk and honey- infused body scrub. After the second visit to the sauna, I conditioned my hair.

Once in the dressing room, I rubbed basic lotion on my skin and then we went back to my parents’ apartment. I blow- dried my hair, and I looked very beautiful and also felt good and fresh.

I had coffee and cinnamon buns, and also some orange juice and cashew nuts.
Later the day it was getting dark, I was supposed to head back home. I hugged mom and told her I am coming again tomorrow.

I travelled to Myyrmäki on a bus, and visited Myyrmanni shopping center for a while, even if most of my favourite shops were closed for the day; only Citymarket and the pharmacy were open.

Once back home, I did some housework. I cleaned the floor drain from all the loose hairs and the general muck that it had collected, and scrubbed the toilet bowl. Then I hoovered and mopped the visible part of the floor.
I also took out the recyclable waste; carton, paper, and metal.

The rest of the housework I need to do is to hoover and mop the floor under the furniture, take the carpet out for dusting, swab the top of the writing desk and the kitchen counter, scrub the bathroom sink and mop the bathroom floor.

After taking my evening medicine, I managed to both floss and brush my teeth, and also wash my face and dab some lotion on it. To be honest, I don’t actually brush my teeth and have a proper wash too often, so every time I actually do it, it counts as a small victory.

I made myself three tuna sandwiches for supper, but I got the hiccups from the rye bread and after finishing, my stomach still felt empty.

Tomorrow I am going to visit my parents again. Mom said she will be away for most of the day, and she also left me some money. I need to buy milk and perhaps a lip balm, I have to keep at least one stick of lip balm in my bedside drawer, one in my bathroom cabinet, and one in my cosmetics purse in my backpack.
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💙 I should go see two new movies in the future; Deadpool and Zoolander 2. I started watching Zoolander on Netflix, just to know what it is about.
To be honest, the only reason why I am going to see Zoolander 2 is because Benedict Cumberbatch has a role in it, albeit a small one, as a gothic transwoman named All. But any movie with him is a good movie ^_^

💙 I am also going to see three theatre plays this spring; the first is Punainen Viiva (“red line”) which is a parody of a book by the same name. It tells a story about a poor family in the beginning of the 20th century, who trust their future to the Social Democrat party of Finland.
The second is Pasi Was Here, which is about two boys who live their childhoods in the 80’s.
The third one, Vampyyrien Tanssi (“the dance of vampires”) is a musical, I am planning to go see it with together with Suavecita.

💙 I have been thinking about starting to live on a sugar- free diet, but it’s going to be really hard because I love everything that’s sweet, most of my best memories revolve around delicious treats.

💙 I have decided that for a couple of weeks, I am not going to buy chocolate or iced coffee or any kind of other treats, or My Little Pony toys or clothes, or order stuff from Etsy. I have to be smarter about my finances, and besides I have lots of other stuff I need to buy, such as new towels (I need about four bath towels and three hand towels), underwear (panties and brassieres and socks), and I also need to stock up on my hygiene products.

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I have taken up the habit of watching Netflix every evening; last night I watched a bit of Zoolander. I have to see that film before going to see the sequel in the movie theater.
It was about midnight when I started wondering why I was feeling so unnaturally chipper; usually if I stay awake until this time, I feel like a zombie fart and my eyes start getting bloodshot.
I suspected that I had forgotten to take my evening medicine, so I went to the bathroom and checked my Dosett which I keep in the cabinet. And what do you know, I had forgotten to take my medicine last evening. I took them, and in about half an hour and half I fell asleep.

I had all kinds of dreams, and got up in the morning at half past two o’clock in the afternoon. For a moment I thought it was already Monday.

I got up, took my morning medicine, and didn’t bother with having a morning wash because it wasn’t technically a morning anymore.

I put on a yellow dress with a yellow blouse. I checked Hotmail, Facebook, and Tumblr, and then I decided to go visit my parents.

Once in my parents’ home, mom gave me 20 euros. I helped her with housework, she was dusting the kitchen shelves.

Later the day I headed to Helsinki, I walked through Martinlaakso to the train station and took the I train to Helsinki. Once there, I walked a longer way to Kamppi and visited the eco- market Ruohonjuuri to buy an orange- flavored Hurraw!- lip balm. Then I went to the supermarket in Kamppi shopping center to buy a bottle of iced coffee, and a Pez dispenser in the shape of Yoda from Star Wars. I know I had made a mental promise not to buy frivolity for a couple of weeks, in order to balance my finances; but then again, it was the only Yoda- shaped Pez dispenser left in the shop and soon it would be sold out. This was my only change to buy it.

I took the P train to Myyrmäki and visited Citymarket in Myyrmanni shopping center to buy two big cans of milk. Now that I think about it, I could have bought the milk from the supermarket in Kamppi shopping center. Bleh.

Once back home, I put the two cans of milk into my fridge, and the lip balm into the drawer of my bedside table, so I can moisturize my lips without rummaging through my backpack for my cosmetics purse, or going to the bathroom cabinet.

I took the carpet outside to dust it, took a few notebooks to the storage room downstairs, hoovered and mopped the floor under the furniture.

Tomorrow my ASPA worker will visit me at half past two o’clock in the afternoon. I have to finish the rest of the housework and then go to Girls’ House for the rest of the afternoon. If I manage to get up from the bed early enough before the ASPA visit, I might go to the gym.

I also need to finish the rest of the housework; scrub the writing desk and kitchen counter, re- arrange my artefacts and other stuffs, and perhaps wash a load of laundry. I should also hoover and mop the floor under my bed, bookshelf, and the bureau of drawers in the hallway.

I really don’t see why I feel so moody; it might be my PMS.
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