July 4th, 2016


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This morning my smartphone woke me up at half past eight o’clock, and I turned it off and slept an hour later. By then I absolutely had to get up and get going, because my ASPA worker’s substitute would visit me in an hour and I had to be at home by then.

I got up, took my morning medicine, dressed up and packed the rest of my stuff, and then I left. I took the subway to the city center, then the train to Myyrmäki.

Once in Myyrmäki, the ASPA worker was already waiting for me. I let hir in, we had a short talk, and after zie left, I took a long nap.

I had weird dreams even before I fell asleep, I felt as if I was hearing someone babble weird sentences inside my head.
I had dreams about the cartoon band Gorillaz, a winter day in Helsinki, and silver- plated coffee mugs.

My smartphone rang about at midday; it was my own nurse Saija who wanted to know why I hadn’t attended today’s appointment. I racked my brain for a while and told hir that I had had no idea we were supposed to have an appointment today, so we made a new one on next Monday.

I went back to sleep, and later the day my mother called me. She told me that she and my father were going on a vacation tomorrow, they would be away for a week, and she wanted to give me the weekly allowance today. She told me to meet me at the Myyrmanni shopping center at two o’clock in the afternoon.

That motivated me enough to get up from my bed. I went to see my mother, she gave me 30 euros and then we walked a bit in the mall.

I went to Citymarket to buy milk, once back home I took a shower and made myself as pretty as I could; I dressed into a dark pink peasant dress I had bought from Indian Bazaar in the central railway station years ago.

I decided to go to Helsinki. I got late from the bus %&=, so I took the bus %/” to Mellunmäki, then the subway to Hakaniemi. I visited a shop that sold all kinds of bags, purses, and stuff, and asked them about the Hello Kitty backpack in the window. I was told that it’s in 10 percent discount.

I took another subway to Kamppi, and visited the stationery shop. I swooned when I saw the gorgeous new Geepap diaries, they have at least four new designs!

I also visited K- Supermarket to buy a bottle of air freshener that supposed to take away all the nasty smells; my bathroom smells mostly of poop, pee, puke, and period blood, I hope the spray is going to work. I don’t like using the perfumed air fresheners, they might have all kinds of toxins.

I travelled to Martinlaakso on the bus ¤”!, and then took a train to Myyrmäki.

Once home, I rolled up the carpet and put it to the balcony, then I washed two loads of laundry.