April 17th, 2017

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I don't know if it's my usual depressive state, or the fact that I am on my period right now, but I have a very low self- esteem considering the way I look.
If there's something I could change in my body, I wish I had a flat stomach. I also with my lips didn't chap all the time, and my fingernails looked neater... I can easily purchase the girdle I have been planning for a while now, and I can book myself an appointment with a beautician to do something about my lips and nails, but the one thing I hate in my body is my dumb bovine moon face.

I wish I was prettier, but at the same time I wish I stayed ugly so men wouldn't harass me.