September 22nd, 2017


Dunno, dun care

I had one of my most re-occurring dreams about studying in Hogwarts; I was in Potions class early in the morning, and I was so sleepy and drowsy that I lied my head on the desk and drooled a bit. Severus Snape yelled “Miia, what is the answer to exercise 19?!” I shot up and yelled, “Dunno, dun care!” and fell back asleep. The class started giggling, and Hufflepuff lost 10 points.
I had a dream about the movie Planet of the Apes.
In another dream, I was in a chemistry class with a monster from my own past, a boy who attempted to rape me when I was a second- grader.

I had set my alarm clock to ring at ten o’clock in the morning, but I was already awake before eight o’clock and got up right away.

I took my morning medicine, took a shower and washed my hair thoroughly, because I was going to the hairdresser today. Nowadays I am more motivated towards washing my face, because that’s when I can use the face serum I had bought earlier this week. Here’s to hoping it will make me prettier than I already am <3
I dressed up, put on a necklace, and drank coffee. I also took one of the yoghurt shots, and one fruit & veggie juice shot.

Normally I don’t eat a breakfast, because my appetite is not at its prime in the mornings, and I feel hungry very rarely. Then again, I decided that I got nothing to lose, so I cooked myself a bowl of oatmeal in the microwave oven.
After finishing my impromptu breakfast, I started doing housework. I bagged the trash, replaced the towels, and took the sheets off my bed and washed them with the towels. Then I took the blanket, pillow, and mattress to the balcony, so they would freshen up. After the laundry was done, I took the sheets downstairs to the drying room.
I scrubbed the toilet bowl, using the new detergent, the lovely fuchsia pink Harpic cleaning gel.

I got a great idea; I cut my mullet with household scissors, and shortened my fringe after that. That way I could save with haircut bills.

I had received the monthly allowance. Most of the money went to paying last month’s rent, and I also had to renew my Microsoft Word subscription, and I also had to save money for the hairdresser.

I went out for errands; I took out the trash, mailed a greeting card, and took my phone bill to the social office. I went to the shopping mall, bought a gift for Zoya, and bought myself a big bar of Marabou chocolate, a new brand that I hadn’t tasted yet. It’s milk chocolate filled with soft butterscotch and these lovely air bubbles.

Right after exiting the candy shop, I started feasting on the chocolate bar. It was very tasty, but soon I started feeling sick and the taste turned bad in my mouth, like I had been poisoned.
I have decided that from now on, I will stop buying treats. It’s only a waste of money and physical and mental health, and besides, treats taste better when enjoyed with friends in parties and such.
Once back home, my HoivaOnni worker came for the weekly appointment. I decided to wash the dishes and iron the laundry later this weekend, we just had a nice talk. I should take up the habit of washing the dishes and ironing the laundry when my HoivaOnni worker is not visiting me, I want to be independent that way.

After the appointment, we agreed for a new one on next Friday at noon, same bat- time and same bat- day.
After leaving, I went straight to the hair salon and had my hair cut into a neat bob and the scruff on my neck shaved.

I went to the library and borrowed a laptop so I could use the Internet. I updated my blogs, scrolled through my Tumblr dashboard and Facebook feed, then I went to see my mom like every Friday.
Mom was just coming home when I arrived.

I drank coffee and orange juice, and ate salmiakki- chocolate waffle bites, dark grapes, cherry tomatoes, sourcream & onion saltines with peanut butter, a couple of sandwiches, a cinnamon roll and a cookie, and I accidentally swallowed a whole grape without masticating it. Glunk.

I started feeling weird; I looked at Pennywise fan art on Tumblr and kept on muttering “Ick, ick, ick, ick” and “Butt, butt, butt, butt” under my breath.
I took four tranquillizers, and soon I started feeling the heart- wrenching panic again, but soon it turned into a warm and fuzzy feeling when the chill pills started working. I felt like I was wrapped in a warm, heavy, soft blanket.

Later the day my dad came home from work.
I left at the same time, and decided to head to a shopping mall.
Once there, I looked around in different shops, planning what to buy for myself and for my friends.

I travelled downtown, and noticed that there were some Christians singing hymns and giving out tracts. I read some of them, just for the amusement. The Christians were really nice, even if they were a bit quirky.
I travelled back home, ate an apple and drank coffee. I am not planning to go to bed right away, my bed still needs to be hoovered and dressed with clean sheets, and besides, it’s a Friday night and I want to be awake in my own bachelorette pad while the town sleeps.

About at eleven o’clock, I got a coughing fit so I took my antibiotics.
I made myself midnight snack, ketchup on rye bread. It tasted scrumptious!

Tomorrow I will go to this workshop in an art museum in Helsinki, then I will go to a shopping mall in western Helsinki. I will also do more housework.