December 7th, 2017


The situation right nao 🙂

💌 My nipples have started itching. It's the points of my breasts, not the aerolas. If it persists, I have to visit my doctor. The last time my nipples itched was in late winter in 2006, when I was taking this antibiotic medicine named Roaccutan for acne and it made my skin very dry and itchy. And I had to take Risperdal, an antipsychotic medicine at the same time, and it made me lactate. Every time I scratched my breasts, a tiny amount of breast milk trickled on my hands.

❣ A while ago I read from the news that there had been a bar fight that turned into a shooting in my brother's hometown. He had been shot in the back, but made it out alive, though he's in a lot of mental and physical pain.
I think of all the nasty things he has said to me, all the bad deeds he has done to me, and I forgive him. I love him so much, and I was on the verge of losing him.

💟 I didn't have enough time to take a holiday selfie today, so I guess I will take the next one on "Luciadagen".

💞 A while ago I recalled a memory of a psychological horror movie I have never seen, except as an image on the DVD cover in a movie rental. Too bad there aren't many movie rentals anymore, now that everyone streams their movies. Nevertheless, I might visit a movie rental soon so I can rent movies that are not available on Netflix.