24th March 2018


More intense dreams

Last night I had even more intense dreams. This time I dreamed about circuses, shopping malls, water parks, school yards, and train stations. I also had a dream where I lost my winter boots and my first mental image was "Where am I going to get enough money to buy new ones? Would my mother buy me another pair?"

I woke up when the repairer called me and asked if they can come over to fix the wall lamp in my kitchenette. Normally I would have told them to come as soon as possible, but it was eight o'clock in the morning so I told them to come over at noon.

I continued sleeping until noon, then I put on my bathrobe and took my morning meds and made some coffee.

Later the repairer came ringing the doorbell, so I let them in. They fiddled in the kitchen, and then I had a new wall lamp; it has a fluorescent lamp, and two electric plug holes or whatevsies they are called. I shook hands with them and wished them a happy Easter.

I logged in to my online bank account and noticed that I was richer by 80 euros, so I paid for my Netflix and then I went shopping.

I went to the local shopping mall and bought paper cups and plates, and then I went to the supermarket and bought treats for the Easter party; two kinds of chocolate eggs, jelly beans, lemon Jell-o, and also Karelian pies, milk, mouthwash, and hair bands.

I went back home and put everything to their rightful places. I busied myself until Mirette came over. I washed about half of the dirty dishes, and then we left.

We traveled to Helsinki and went to Monki; I had given Mirette one of the discount coupons. I bought a pink t- shirt with red embroidered words "girls support girls" and red edges on the sleeves and collar, I also bought a bracelet that I actually mistook for a necklace. It has this cute silver- plated pink bird- like pendant, and 20 percent of the price is donated to charity.

We went to the Finnish Red Cross youth group, and had an awesome time! There were awesome refreshments and awesome people. I got to eat mint- truffle chocolate, slices of orange, popcorn, and Karelian pies. When we were leaving, I got free food; a box of butter, rye bread, a small cucumber (I prefer smaller cucumbers because I don't have enough time to eat all of it before it rots in my fridge), cheese slices, and chocolate, otherwise they would end up in the garbage.

We went to a supermarket where Mirette bought some groceries, and then we traveled to Hometown. On the train back there, I petted a cute dog.

Once back at my home, I went to the storage room and brought an old cardboard box full of classic Doctor Who DVDs to my home, intending to watch some of them.

I took my evening meds, and then I went to bed. I watched The Good Place on my Netflix app.

Tomorrow I will spend the entire day doing housecleaning; I want my apartment to be clean and tidy before the Easter party. I need to replace the towels and bed sheets, hoover and mop every square inch of the floor, and scrub the bathroom.
I also have to go pick up Elysion from the bus station, and swing by the pharmacy for my allergy pills.

Yours truly

I had even more intense dreams last night. In one of them, I was in a loving, consensual BDSM relationship with Roger Delgado, it was the only good dream. In another dream, I was in a summer camp and wanted to go back home, it was a bad dream.
I got up about at noon, took my morning meds and antibiotics, took a shower, got dressed, brushed my teeth, and put on a necklace and a bracelet on both of my wrists.
My jaw felt stiff, so I did facial muscle exercises.

Later the day me and Mirette went out for errands, before we went to see Elysion. We went to the shopping mall and visited the supermarket, Mirette bought groceries and I recycled a burned- out lightbulb.
Then we went to the pharmacy, where I picked up my anti- allergy pills and a tube of cortisone lotion. I’m very glad my financial worker pays for my prescribed medicine, because it costs me nothing.

We traveled to Helsinki, and went to the long- distance bus station, and ran straight into Elysion! We had agreed to meet today so she can take part in the Easter party at my home tomorrow.

Elysion did some errands, and then we traveled back to Hometown. Elysion gave me some salmiakki drops, we talked and laughed and had a good time.

Once in Hometown, we went to a Mexican restaurant. Our friends Pinky, Tintin, Laufey, and another person joined us. I ate mozzarella sticks with guacamole.

I excused myself and went home. I washed two loads of laundry, hoovered and mopped the floor under the furniture, watched The Good Place on Netflix, and did a little bit of this and that.

In the evening I took my meds and had a little supper. Later Elysion and Mirette came for a sleepover from Pinky’s home.
We talked about feminism, and looked through the old stuff that Mirette had brought.

Tomorrow I will host an Easter party at my home. Mirette and Elysion will take part, and so will Suavecita and her cousin Lila, and our mutual friend Eleclya.
There will also be this free thrift store where people bring their old useless belongings and others take whatever they want, I will take the rest to a charity shop container.
I won’t go visit my parents, because I don’t have enough time.