December 14th, 2019


Finally got my flu shot!

Last night I had a wet dream. I wonder why I have those because I am a soon-to-be 31st years old still- a- virgin, and a sex- repulsed asexual.
I also had dreams about other stuff, such as riding a horse through misty mountains, being in a shopping mall during the night, being on a train or in an art museum, and playing a fantasy video game where you had to make peace between land- dwellers and water- dwellers.

And as for having wet dreams while being repulsed by sexual activity, I have also had dreams of smoking cigarettes, eating meat, drinking alcohol, wearing makeup, driving in a car, rollerblading and rollerskating, and other stuff that I am not interested in.

I woke up early but continued sleeping till noon. I got up, took my morning medicine and biotin supplement. I took a shower and washed my hair and did the skincare routine.
I put lotion on my body and cortisone lotion on my itchy parts, and then I got dressed.

I left and went out; I went to the health center to get a flu shot. I got the queue number 178, and my turn was almost immediately.
The nurse was really nice to me. She put the flu shot into my left arm because I am right- handed, and then put a band- aid over it. She told me she had been vaccinating children all day, and that’s why she was so gentle.
The shot was just a little prick, and then I felt a cold burning in my arm.

I went to the lobby where they were serving coffee, juice, and gingerbread cookies. I drank coffee and juice.

I went to the library, and then I went to the supermarket. I bought three liters of soy milk, a bottle of ketchup, and a Christmas card.

I went back home.
My lower back hurts badly all the way to my thighs, I don’t know how to help it.

I feel a bit sad right now. I am worried for my friends, and worried about my deteriorating mental and physical health.

Later that day Mirette’s mother came over, and Mirette told me that she is moving to an apartment of my own next month. I am so happy! I made her mother a cup of tea, and then I washed two loads of laundry and scrubbed the toilet bowl.
Then I shaved my chin hairs.

Me and her mother left at the same time. I took a bus to downtown, and went to an art museum. After that, I went to the parish for a little coffee.
Then I traveled around, getting on and off buses, and then I went back home.

Tomorrow I will go visit Sadie and Jerry with Eleclya, Mirette, and Suavecito. After that, I will go see my parents; my father will give me the weekly allowance, and I will call my granny.