February 5th, 2020


A nice day

Last night I had a dream where I died and ended up in Heaven. I carried my guinea pig to my grandparents' home.
In another dream I drove a motorcycle around, and in yet another, I picked my nose and something weird, like larva, came out of it.

I got up, took my morning medicine and biotin supplement, did the skincare routine, put on deodorant, and got dressed into my new skirt. It's stretchy burgundy velvet with some glittery stuff on it, skin- tight and all the way down to my ankles.

I left and took a train downtown. Once on the train, there was a group of Swedish- speaking grade schoolers on a field trip. A random man called them "future leaders", and mansplained about self- driving subways.

In a booth next to me, there was a woman wearing a yellow coat. A random man in just jeans and button- up shirt without any winter gear sat next to her and started talking in half English, half Finnish, half speaking, half roaring, that yellow suits her, don't go anywhere, take it easy, I am from Pihlajisto and know everything about everything, the only true god is Yahweh, and then he sat next to a black man and offered to shake hands with him.

I went to Twinkle cafe. Mella and Raija and Mervi were there.
I drank cocoa and coffee, ate Jaffa cookies, sandwiches, cherry tomatoes, and bread rolls.

I did some stretches, talked with the others, and when another group began, it was time to leave. I walked to the train station, and called my mother; I told her I am coming over, she said I can.

I took a train to my parents' hometown and walked to my parents' home. I walked in a weird way because I was so angry and delusional, I guess it was my PMS.

Once at my parents' home, my mother gave me the weekly allowance. I drank orange juice and coffee, and ate chocolates and cherry tomatoes.
My dad came home later, I had a nice talk with him.

I walked back to my hometown and went to the stationery shop to buy three Finnish postage stamps and a birthday card for a friend.

I went back home.
I washed my hair and blow- dried my hair, and took my evening medicine and the last biotin supplement of the day.

Mirette came home later, she gave me a calendar she had gotten for free from Girls' House.

My knees feel wobbly.

Tomorrow I will have an appointment at the psychiatric center with my nurse at 2 pm. After that, I will go to the swimming pool in my parents' hometown and swim a few laps and then go to the sauna.
I also need to mail a couple of greeting cards, and pick up my laundry from the drying room.

On Thursday, I will go visit my parents so my mother can give me cash before she leaves for the vacation.
I will go to the church group; after that, I will go to Mirette's home for sauna. I will stay for the night.

On Friday, I will receive money. I will order a ticket to the Kustom Kulture show.
I will go to a museum with Mirette.

On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; tidy up the bathroom, take out the recycling, and change the towels.
In the evening, I will go to the Kustom Kulture show.

On Sunday, I will call my granny. 

(no subject)

Last night I had a dream where me and my mother drove a motor sled to a town to buy chocolate.

I woke up surprisinly early, about two hours before my smartphone alarm was supposed to wake me up. I had a painful hangnail in the second toe (i.e. the index finger toe) of my right foot, I nipped it off and got up.

I took my morning medicine and the first biotin supplement of the day. I did the 12- step Korean skincare regiment, put lotion on my skin, and got dressed.

I went to the supermarket and bought a big bar of chocolate, then I went to the library to read comic albums.

I went to see my own nurse at the psychiatric center, we had an appointment today. I had a nice talk with an elderly lady who was also a customer.

My nurse had a nurse student there as well, she didn't take part in our conversation but I didn't mind having her there.

We talked about stuff, and then we decided to make a new appointment when we meet at the family group.

I traveled downtown and went to Fokus. I had some coffee and talked with the others, and one of the workers gave me a discount card I can use to have a free meal at their soup kitchen for five times in a row! They have a soup kitchen every Wednesday at five o'clock in the evening.

I went to a burger joint and bought a veggie- cheeseburger, it tasted nice. I took a train back to my hometown and ran into Mirette on my way home.

Once at my home, I had finally received mail! A pair of earrings from Kitsch and a necklace from Wish, and also a bill of 25 euros for the ambulance ride. I can afford to pay it, easy peasy lemon squeezy.
We left again and took a bus to another town; we went to the shopping mall and visited an Asian chain store that sells all kinds of amazing clothes! Then we went to the supermarket and bought some groceries.

We saw plenty of cute dogs. We took a train to Mirette's future hometown, and then another train back to my hometown. I mailed a birthday card to a friend.

Once back at my home, I took my evening meds and sprayed Nasonex into both of my nostrils. I put all of my pills and biotin supplements into my Dosett.

Tomorrow my friend Suavecito will come over, he will give us both a ride to the hospital so we can go see our mutual friend.
After that, I will go see my parents so that they can give me some cash, and then I will go to the nearest Body Shop to buy skincare products, I also need to buy groceries.
In the evening, I will go to the youth group at the church, and then I will go to Mirette's home for the sauna.

On Friday, I will receive money. I will order a ticket to Kustom Kulture.
Me and Mirette will go to the national museum, after that I will go see the movie Cats.

On Saturday, I will do housework half the day and the other half will be spent at Kustom Kulture. In the evening, me and Mirette will go to a free concert.

On Sunday, I will help Mirette carry her belongings to her new apartment. After that, I will call my granny.