February 18th, 2020


Why do I feel angry for no reason at all?

I woke up early, but slept late. I knew I could have gotten up earlier and made cocoa, but I wanted to sleep.

I got up, took my morning medicine, put deodorant into my armpits, got dressed, and didn't bother with putting lotion on my skin. I also couldn't be bothered to brush my teeth, because I was out of toothpaste, and not to mention I still had a sore throat and I didn't want to transfer my flu bugs into my toothbrush.

Just when me and Mirette were about to leave, my granny called me and asked if I can look for bus timetables, she doesn't know how to use the Internet. I told her I will call her later today.

We took a train to downtown, and then a bus, and then walked to Twinkle cafe.

There were about ten people. We all had a good time, and I ate cherry tomatoes, a Jaffa cookie, a bread roll with cheese, some cucumber salad, and drank coffee and cocoa.

After the group was over, I walked to the station, took a train to my parents' hometown, and walked to my parents' home.

My mother answered the door, my dad was home as well. Mom gave me the weekly allowance.

I was feeling pissed off beyond belief, even if I had only drunk two cups of coffee, walked a lot, taken my meds, eaten green vegetables, and my period was over for this month.

I took two tranquillizers, and they didn't help. I should ask the doctor to prescribe me some stronger ones.

I took a bus back home, and continued being angry.

In the evening, I took my meds and went to bed. I didn't feel sleepy at first.