April 3rd, 2021


Updating from my parents' home :3

Last night I had a dream where I visited a hotel or some kind of other vacation spot. In the dream, I met a Japanese couple who were desperately trying to conceive a child; I went to the man's office and noticed that he had glass jars full of aborted fetuses. He made a weird face that I still remember, and tried to infect me with HIV. I ran away from him, my legs kept on running but I was slow. Once in the courtyard, everything turned into cartoon, and I met my elderly self who cured me from the HIV.

In the same dream, I went to a shopping mall and bought portobello mushrooms made of taffy. In the same dream, I bought a jar of Snapples and accidentally sent it rolling down the aisle, where a grumpy old lady kicked it. I gave her a mouthful of abuse and bit her nose.
Goddess, I hate those dreams where I fight with people. I'm a lover, a thinker, not a fighter.

In another dream, I moved into a new apartment next to where my grandparents of my mother's side used to live.

I got up, took my morning meds, changed from nightie into a bathrobe, and had coffee.
I got dressed and put on face cream. I have decided that after I have bought some new skincare products, and when I have received the reusable cotton swabs in the mail, I will start doing full skincare routines again.

I changed the towels and bed sheets. I did a bit of this and that, tidied up, cooked some pasta, shaved my chin fluffs, and then I watched the movie Birds of Prey: or the Fantabulous Emancipation of one Harley Quinn. It turned out to be a action- packed grrl power trip like Tank Girl, and it turned out to be one of my favorite movies.

After it was six o'clock in the evening, I called my mother and asked her if I can come over for the sleepover, she said I can. I packed my stuff and left.
It was a bright sunny day, but a tad bit chilly. The streets were dusty.

I caught a bus to my parents' home, once there mom let me in. Dad was home as well.

Me and mom had some coffee and laughs together, and in the evening I took my meds, applied basic lotion on my body, and put on my nightie.

Tomorrow my parents will give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.
After I leave, I will go to the supermarket to buy some groceries and greeting cards and postage stamps, but I will officially postpone my shopping trip because of the Easter holidays; most of the shops are bound to be closed.
Once back home, I will do the rest of the housework. I will wash the laundry, and take out the recycling.