April 9th, 2021


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I had the usual dreams last night; I was in a sleepover camp, there were Pokémons that looked like glitchy Garfields. In another dream, I was in a cellar and kept opening doors and going to weird places.

I got up, took my morning meds, got dressed, and made coffee.

I went shopping, and bought white vinegar and baking soda for cleaning my toilet bowl; four liters of oat milk; four Finnish postage stamps and four foreign postage stamps; a birthday card; a Welcome to your new home card; a big box of pocket- size tissue boxes; and a box of blu- tack.

I went back home, put everything to their rightful places, and then my friends showed up like promised. First Furby, then Anton. We all had a good time, talking and laughing and recalling nice dreams and eating delicious food.

Later that day Mirette, Furby, and Anton left, and I washed a load of laundry.

I felt all weird like, I felt neurotic and panicky and frustrated, so I popped a tranquilizer and then I left. When I walked to the end of the road, I looked at the sky, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath.

I took a train downtown, mailed a few cards, and bought a pair of socks.

The feeling worsened, so I called a municipal taxi to the hospital. The driver was very nice, we talked a lot.

Once at the hospital, the EMT was very nice to me. I got to talk with the psychiatric nurse, but by then I had calmed down so I was allowed to leave.

I ordered a taxi back home. Once there, I took my evening meds, made some coffee and ate cookies.
I hung the small laundry on the drying rack, and took the clothes downstairs to the drying room.

Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework; wash all the dirty laundry I have, tidy up the bathroom, change the towels and bed sheets, and take out the recycling.
My friends and I will go visit Furby's new apartment; Anton has the keys to it, he will pick us up in his car and drive us there.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents and they will give me the weekly allowance. I will go shopping, then I will go visit Jazz and Eleclya, and in the evening I will go to a milkshake bar to order a mint chocolate milkshake.