April 12th, 2021

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Why am I so depressed and anxious all the time?

I wonder why I always sleep late into the afternoon, no matter how early I go to bed in the evenings.

I also wonder why my eyes run for no reason at all.

Today I managed to take a shower. I put hair oil into my hair tips, washed my hair and put conditioner into it.
I still couldn't be bothered to brush my hair.

I am weaning myself off the pain killers.

I still need therapy. I have decided that right after the corona crisis is over, I will go to psychotherapy. I am the happiest I have ever been in my life but I still need to talk to someone.

Today I have felt like nothing, and everything at the same time.

I was angry and delusional.