May 7th, 2021


If there is nothing missing from my life, why do these tears come down?

Last night I had a dream where my brother came to me in tears and asked if I could hug him. He would never do that in real life.

I also had a dream where I was visiting an amusement park which I have had dreams about before. It's always the same; in the dreams, I decide to visit the museum later when I have more money.
In the dream, me and some other customers were being chased by a slick game show host. I tried to hide in a photo booth that was used for taking X- ray photos of your teeth.

I got up and took my morning meds and changed from my nightie into a bathrobe and made coffee.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said I can. I got a bus to my parents' home, mom let me in and dad was home as well.

I left later and caught a bus to downtown.
I went to visit a milkshake bar, I bought a peanut butter milkshake and a Mars bar milkshake.

I went back home to take a nap, and then I went to the hairdresser to have my tips cut off.

I bought a new cosmetics bag, two eye creams, and a lip balm.

I went to the beach to sit on a bench and think.

I went back home, took my evening meds, washed three loads of laundry, brushed my teeth, put lotion on my skin and put on a nightie. I recharged my smartphone, put my pills into my Dosett, took the laundry downstairs to the drying room, and played Pokemon.