May 11th, 2021


The day after tomorrow

Last night I had to order a taxi to the emergency room because I had some sort of anxiety or panic attack; I felt angry and delusional.

I had taken my evening meds and two tranquilizers. By the time I arrived, I had calmed down.

Once back home, I brushed my teeth and went to bed.

I had a dream that started nice enough, but turned weird.

I got up and took my morning meds and changed from nightie into a bathrobe, then I got dressed and made coffee and played Pokemon GO.

I went to Twinkle cafe. Mella was there, she gave me a bunch of greeting cards.

Jusa, Raija, Mervi, and Mikko were there.

I drank cocoa and juice and ate plenty of treats.

I did some stretches and exercises.

After leaving, I went to the post office and fetched my package. It was some Wish orders.

Once back home, I attemped to empty the lint collector thing on my washing machine. I realised that one of my reusable cotton swabs had gotten stuck inside it.

I got some cuts on my hands, and soon there was blood all over everything in my bathroom. I ordered a taxi to the emergency room, I got the cuts bandaged and I was given a tetanus shot.

I got a taxi back home, took my evening meds and brushed my teeth. I have managed to brush my teeth every evening for a week now.

I fetched the laundry from the drying room.

Tomorrow I will call the apartment service and ask them to send someone to fix the washing machine.
My care worker will come for the weekly appointment at 2 o'clock in the afternoon, I will wash the dishes and fold the laundry, scrub the toilet bowl, change my pillowcase and towels.
I will walk to my parents' home and back.

On Thursday, I will take a shower. I will put on conditioner, wash my hair, and put on a hair mask.
I will go visit my parents again.

On Friday, I will go visit the milkshake bar and order one lemon flavored and one salmiakki flavored.
I need to take care of some other business as well.

On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; take out the recycling, change the towels and bed sheets, tidy up the bathroom.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents, they will give me the weekly allowance.